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[easyfish]

I can't sleep. I'm not sure, exactly, how much it does or doesn't have to do with the 10mg of Aderall (sp?) that I took earlier, which Alison gave to me. I'm not always tired at this time of night/day, though. I keep trying to fall asleep, but I'm haunted by the idea that today/tomorrow/Sunday may very well be the last day that my dog is alive

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longest comment i've ever left. hope it makes sense.

[tinabarina]

if hollie put a disclaimer like that at the end of all her personal entries, would you stop responding to them

not so!!! (I've seen longer)

[hoillie]

..wow tina.

I was gonna say something deeper than that, but I'm about to keel over so it'll have to wait. woohoo for my meaningless comment, but I liked the post/tina-comment, so remind me later. ha.

Sorry about your dog, d-man. I think getting-to-say-goodbye can sometimes be worse...For me, it's this pressure which makes any goodbye I attempt seem way too contrived. (which is why I sometimes have an inadvertant tendency to disappear without warning...and expect the same from other people= I DON'T, repeat, DON'T get too attached) I find that grief comes in waves, over time, on its own terms, you just have to let it come when it does in whichever form it comes. I still find myself grieving over people I've lost years and years ago, and in a strange way it becomes ongoing, but tolerable over time.

hi

[_in_to_the_flow]

the great scientists used to think the world was flat
faith...
love...
science...
a perfect being...
who knows...
*sigh*

so you gonna get a prescription B?
want to go to JA or JR for dinner?
i was gonna try and hit them both today at some point...
probably JR for lunch