Yeah...last night was a horrible night for me...all my parents did was yell and yell and yell....and my sibs decided to get into it too so it was pretty much a yellign contest.....and I lost. So I was sent to my room at 10:30 for the rest of the night and was to go to bed at 11 but I didnt tell like 1:30. I was crying my head off the whole time. ( Read more... )

Well I'm bored off my ass and My Space isn't enough to keep me from being bored so I guess I'll try and keep up with this again. Well summer is almost over now and its not the best ending for it. I lost my best friend in the whole wide world and now I feel like I'm worthless...This is really stupid but as the days go on I hope it will get better. ( Read more... )

Im not sure if anyone reads this anymore but I might as well still write in it....Im still not permitted to go online....so shhh....its been about 6 months since I've been able too....it sucks ass....well everything did get worse since the last time I wrote in this...but now I guess its turning for the better....inch by inch...its gonna be a while ( Read more... )

Well yeah it has been a while...I miss the computer...so many good times...and I miss all my friends...Im losin touch with them all. I cant do shit...havent been able to for a while. So Im pretty bored 24/7 and that sucks. I feel bad...I made all this shit happen to me and him and I cant do anything to take it back...to make everyone understand ( Read more... )

Well all you really need to know is that it didnt go so well. Right now I feel like shit and I want to throw-up. And today just wasnt a good day at all. Things just didnt go right today...nothing..absolutly nothing...I dont think it could possibly get any worse then this....then again, with my luck it probly will. Tomorrows Valentines day. YIPPE ( Read more... )

Hi people! I got my music back.....now a lot my stuff to go!!

I love my friends....Stouts here rigth now...hehe...he says hi

Best bud- Ryan...best buds for life!

Im officially going crazy....nothing in this fuckin world wants to go right. Atleast not with me. I dont know what to do with myself. The pain is overwellming..I couldnt sleep last night until it was day light because i kept having nightmares...so I was scared shitless like a fuckin lil kid. I feel horrible. I can do anything....Im so fuckin bored ( Read more... )

gonna be quick...well...nothing really to say...just Im bored as hell all the time

Oh and happy 3 months Ryan...to bad we cant celebrate together...god I miss you...

well gonna go mope in my room...lata

The Ending Point.

Sorry about not updating this...I have been grounded...dont ask...Im gonna be grounded for a much longer time after this...Im doing "Homework" right now...well I do have to do stuff but its taking me a while. Anyways, I cant hangout with anyone after school, get a ride with Laura(gonna miss that..love ya Laura), cant even lay eyes on Ryan(even ( Read more... )

Today was okay....I got to hangout with Ryan, Sean, Kyle, and everyone else outside having a snowball fight. Then my sis started to act like a total bitch. I dont want to get into that though. It was fun. I got bored when I came home so I did another concret poem. < dont ask. Now Im just...blah...w/e

<3Ryan