i've never been so emotionally unstable in my life.
two people that i loved more than anything in the world just threw me away like i was some piece of fucking trash. 
i don't know what to do, i feel so hurt and confused and it's making me crazy. 
i let people walk all over me and i don't do shit about it.
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i like the fact that i actually accomplish lifetime goals.

2 down, 3 to go.

booya!

ok, so ODU totally fucked me over. I called them today to see what the hell they did with my application, and they inform me that it's NOT COMPLETE. thats bullshit because i turned all the shit in and theres no way i can get the other stuff that i need in a timely manner. whatever, i heard that school is shitty anyways.

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• last night was fun. hung out with tiffany like old times, the wave was fun as shit and i cant wait for thursday
• i need a second job
• it needs to get warm(er)
• I <3 JESSICA
• i've eaten meat TWICE since i've been home.

but everything i write is about you.

wow, only 2 days until i'm not a college freshman anymore. this year has flown by so fucking fast. 
i have so much shit to do and not enough time to do it. I haven't even finished packing and i still have 2 exams to study for and take, as well as cleaning my room spotless, withdrawing from radford and hangin with everybody before we part.

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amaZing.

this week has just started and it's already AWFUL

too much fucking work to do

oh well... atleast macrock was fun.

God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before'
In that instant it started to pour,
Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across pont champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name...

This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
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