I went to Halloween Headquarters to get a costume with sam, and I ended up with a job for a week. So everday I'm working 4-9, and then I get to go to Cosmic and work weekends. fantastic. As if I really have time for this.

But I did get a splendid costume, and if anyone has black pants or a white collared shirt could yall let me know. thankkkks

I hope all of this anxiety, nervousness, and anticipation pay off.

I'm so fluffing pissed right now. I was suppose to have an appt with Has today at 330 which we planned would be the day I would start taking el steps towards accutane. So my stepmom usually goes with me, so I called her at practice and reminded her and she was like, well I can't go with you, you need your mom's permission. Aghhhh. My mom is at work ( Read more... )

My life has fallen into a very predictable pattern, which i hate ( Read more... )

so, I got a "haircut" on wed. and it was.. horriffic, basically, I never wanted to go out in public again. I got to hear the words no one wants to hear while someone is cutting their hair "oops" so. yea. I have bangs. not good ones mind you, blunt ugly bangs with uneven layers to match. Basically I had a stylish mullet. So I went back today ( Read more... )

Because of recent events, that most of us are aware of.. I'd like to take the time to say some things that are on my mind. This is such a painful reminder that life is short. We have to see beyond the cliche and live every day to the fullest, have no regrets, and truely appreciate the people who are around us. Because as sad as it is, they won't ( Read more... )

Lomey said my psalm 23 monologue was spectacular. :D ( Read more... )

So. Hartzfeld totally took advantage of me when I was emotionally unstable. And I don't mean it that way you sick people. Let me just set up the image. I had a crappy day, I just left calc crying, its after school, I'm at my locker, I just want to vent and go to practice and then home. So. anyways. theres sara and me and kaitlyn and chad. and I ( Read more... )

So I don't know if it's just this week, but I found that when I concentrate all my madness and hate into one person, I'm very nice to everyone else. Even people I usually don't like. And I'm not even that mad anymore. Because. hey. it's his loss. not mine. I'm the better person damnit ( Read more... )

Omg. I feel like myself again. I haven't been this genuinely happy since the summer. And it couldn't have come at a better time. Because school. blows. .. anyway. my news. CHRIS IS COMING HOME THIS WEEKEND!!!!! He called me while I was watching love actually and i like feel outta my seat. not only is chris coming home, but rob and matt reed and ( Read more... )