Thanksgiving -almost
Remember last year when he "ate my pie?
" Ha!!! I totally forgot about that. And signed up for thanksgiving again this year. Oops! This past weekend I worked on Saturday....I RARELY do, but my scheduled was changed. He was on. At one point he asked if I was going to around to help with some Cerner stuff....4 other nurses were sitting there (2 that are superusers as well.) The second he walked away, they made fun of me saying I'm his personal superuser. It was quite embarrassing. I guess it's true but I think he's just comfortable with me, as we've bonded a lot this past year. I still got super red & they pointed that out. A few seconds later he came back & decided he wanted help right then....one of the girls made silly faces at me-this making me blush all over again. He can be very frustrating when working on cerner stuff. Cuz he's "the man" & he types slow & he's very stubborn....plus I think he knows more than he lets on. Later I got a pt of Dr. V that he was to manage. I wanted him to put her orders in asap. Apparently he did. I called him 3 times cuz I could not find the orders in computer & did not want to enter them as a double order. So when he came back to the unit for him to look at he was complaining about all the calls he got while trying to admit another pt. I apologized profusely. He kept saying it wasn't me but I know I called him 3 times. Later I need something from him but really didn't want to bug him cuz he was getting busy & overwhelmed & the girls were like "he won't cuz it's TIFFANI calling." Ugh.... totally embarrassing. I wish people didn't notice but I love that I am special to him. Haha! Later, I helped him in antepartum w/a bunch of orders on 2 admissions & got in some physical contact. I truly feel guilty & yet I want him so so much. ❤️❤️