jena and i have been sitting here for a week.

& im totally seroius.

i think we're actually going out and doing somthing.

hahahahaha.

i want craig & ryan to come visit me.

<3  

i absolutly love when the boy of my dreams calls me in the morning. it made my entire day.

<3

providence countdown: 1 1/2 months.

get ready.
get psyched.

so basically the best news ever.

okay well:
first of all, im moving back to providence at the end of january. i seriously cannot wait. this is going to be the best change i could have possibly dreamed of..
let me tell you why:
1. jena is moving with me. shes probably the best person i could imagine to live with. we're so much alike, amazing friends, ( Read more... )

okay, so remember all the shit i said about no more d00dz?

yeah well i suck. i gave in to my feelingssss.
ashdajksdhjsadhas.

all i know is at this moment.. IM HAPPY.

thats all i needed.
some satisfaction<3

so this is my vacation.
im in providence staying with anni.

im so happy to get to see her. it means so much to me.

<3

im just waiting for her to get outta class @ 1 so we can get ready and go out to lunch together in newport.
then shes having a sweet halloween party tonight. so that should be amazing too.<3

dear life,
please stop sucking right now.
thanks.
love,
paige.

okay, so i still swear off dudes. i don't really know if im happier by myself.. but atleast i don't have to worry about stupid shit && heartbreaks anymore.. maybe i take things to extreme.. maybe i don't really know what i want.. who knows. i sure don't.

im going back to florida in a few ( Read more... )

im so over everything.
boys, working, parties, people.
i don't know.
im sick of being juggled around like some fucking ragdoll.

maybe im just lonely & looking for that significant other?
nah, who am i kidding.
there isn't such a thing.  

sometimes i need to sit back and take a look at myself. thats what ive been doing alot lately. \\ or atleast im trying to //.. alot of my friends have left for college, and those who haven't left yet are on their final days/weeks/whatevers. it makes me sad because this time last year i was packing for college.. so excited to experience somthing ( Read more... )

i officially give up.
don't get me wrong, im so happy here in jersey. i really couldn't ask for a better life.. i think back to providence, and how my life went in a downward spiral. even though alot of it probably was my fault... although i did have good times too.. it was like a roller coaster. but i learned alot about love, life, friends,  ( Read more... )

i think ive decided never to date again.its probably better for me..i havent had a boyfriend since ohh february/marchish. and that went to hell,& i havent found anyone else that i could even remotely stand to call my boyfriend. i guess its just the way i am. & im damn proud too. but oh well, sorry boys, but paige alexandra is not in the market for ( Read more... )