alright,

i just wrote this ridiculous entry. and it deleted itself. my internet's awesome!

today was lame.

IM SO BORED ALL THE TIME. I HATE BEING HOME BY MYSELF ALL DAY. AHHHHHHHHHHHH.

im sick of watching jerry springer & maury re-runs. haha.

i made one of joe's christmas presents today. it pretty much rules. im excited to mail it to him.<3

mandy ( Read more... )

basically,
i miss you.

fuck.

i guess i was never really into these online journals.

i always seem to start them, and then never follow through. i don't know anymore. maybe this is coming from pure straight up boredom. or maybe it's because i just want to get everything off my chest... ahhhhhhh.

to begin,

i seem to have fallen for someone. and its hard for me to come to terms ( Read more... )

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHO CHRIS IS? BECAUSE I DON'T REMEMBER. i think thats bad. ohhhhhh!

so its been actually months since ive even bothered with this, but since del val is shitty and blocked myspace in every possible way.. im doing this to entertain me during my hour and half long of nothing in the middle of the day..

not really.
iloveyouuu.
bitches, what.

im so tired today, and i just got over one of those 24 hour stomach virus thingers. ehh nasty. tell me about it. chinese food looks great when its all over the front yard. haha. ewwwwww. plus, I GOT MY PERIOD TODAY. mmmmmmhmmmmm. yay. im glad you all know that now.. but atleast it's an excuse for my excessive bitchiness. eh whatver. can't win 'em ( Read more... )

lately, i have been spending time with denim. yeah, alexanders brother. it's crazy. they're so much alike, yet their so different. the things he says and does remind me so much of alexander...in alot of ways, it makes me miss him even more. not a day goes by that i don't think about it.

seriously though. i love denim.

blood brothers show, ( Read more... )

Beav is getting better! yay! he's in rehab now, so he's out of the hospital! im so excited! :-D!

we all know he's going to make it through all of this and he's going to be stronger then he ever was before.

so, im tired today, but thinking about beav keeps me going.

sadly, frenchtown has gotten back to the typical drama. i guess it was just a ( Read more... )

Rest In Peace

Bruce Alexander Dyzcok

seriously, what the fuck. i can't do this anymore. bruce, we fucking miss you. <3 always

well yeah, life seems to be going in the right direction for once. yay :).

met this amazing guy, yeah you all know who he isssss..

gahhh!

LICENSE take#2.. umm.. OCTOBER 15th. yeah, im hoping to PASS this time. boo.

<3