"What is it with all the shouting?! We're through with the shouting ( Read more... )

Last night I had the most amazing phone conversation with Mike. We probably talked for over 3 hours. He made me realize a lot of things. I know what I have to do now, and I know what I want to do. Everything that's happened has just been building up and I just let it all out last night. I was so angry and so hurt and I just kept looking back on ( Read more... )

I'm so cold. Ah I can't wait for spring. I hate waking up so early. Early bird makes the day seem like 10x longer, and I'm so tired now. At least a lot of people I know are in that class...Paige, Alicia, Hannah, and Kay to name a few. I havn't talked to Kay in so long. Ah we used to be best friends back at Kellar. Haha we had some good times ( Read more... )

Ok so I'm really stupid. Too trusting. I should have known. And I should have listened to my friends. Especially Mike. Jess and I agree that he is always right. He would have treated me so much better than this. "You can't go back, but you can go forward." --Jess. That's what I plan to do. It will be hard to say goodbye, but in time I'll get over ( Read more... )

So much is happening it's all so hard to keep track of. Three people told me today that they were sick of my shit. I don't blame them. I got myself into all this. I've lied so much, but this is it. I guess I thought it was the right thing to do at the time, but now I realize if I have to lie it's not right ( Read more... )

What a great feeling...

Finals are over.

No school for 3 and a half days.

Nothing to do.

No more Miss Lane. (Although, by the end of the semester I realized she really was a good teacher even though she gave us soo much work)

Now all I have to do is have fun this weekend. Then start fresh with a new semester on Tuesday.

Ah yes, life is good.

1) Using band names, spell out your name ( Read more... )

School's a bitch.

2 more days.

Ah so this weekend wasn't so bad. I dyed my hair!!! If I ever figure out how to get pictures onto the computer I'll show you all how effing awesome my hair is. Paige did it <3 Thank you Paige :) Oh yeah and do you like my new icon? Paige found that for me. It's actually Johnny Depp's adams apple, and it didn't originally say adam's apple....Paige ( Read more... )

I'm on the phone with mike. He's singing the song he wrote. I miss him so much. This is wrong. Things shouldn't have turned out this way. But I can't go back now. I could have had so much more.