haha okay so a few days ago, i decided i was DONE with boys 1 and 2 ( Read more... )

Seriously. 
Now, I know what you're thinking when reading that... "oh emo shit"
But no, not at all.

there are 3 guys in my life, and ironically, they all have the same name....

Boy 1 and I dated two months about 2 summers ago.. and it possibly was the best thing to ever happen. We ended for reasons no bad, but just because at the time we could not ( Read more... )

 I officially don't sleep anymore.. or atleast not when I should be. 
Last night I'm pretty sure I went to bed at like 2am..

Even when I turn off all the lights and everythings quiet, I still can't sleep. I think I worry too much. Worrying about what needs to get done, worrying about what I should have done, worrying about things that are completely ( Read more... )

 I'm not quite sure how I feel at the moment. Life seems to be moving by quickly and much of it feels new to me. It's as if a big event in my life has wrapped up and is moving out from my memory. It's somehow rooted itself deep in my heart but my mind is being cleared, perhaps to make room for something else?

I feel peaceful and calm, and a little ( Read more... )

 I'm going to rant for a sec, so if you don't wanna hear it, then stop reading.

- I HATE people that preach their beliefs to me. Congrats you don't drink or get high.. umm what else do you want me to say to you? Congrats, you are trying to save animals by not eating them.. i do eat meat, get over it. for real, there are plenty of people in the ( Read more... )

Best Summer of my life.

and im pretty sure people always say that as summer winds down.
but this one.. oh man. words fall short in comparison.

+ I spent a week rebuilding houses on the Gulf Coast with my Catonsville crew. and it really was all we thought it was going to be and more. We played music, laughed, danced, and even exceeded expectations of ( Read more... )

So here you go.

Saturday & Sunday:

The bus ride down, definintely was long. and yet extremely fun. On bus too (Bus too stay true!) We played hour long games of egyptian rat screw, sung, played those dumb bus games Ms Jayna made up, watched movies, and we all didn't go to bed till around 3am.. but then we all woke up at like 6am, because nobody was ( Read more... )

I feel like my body is running on empty. 
I've never been more tired before that I have been this week.
I'm ready for the weekend. I'm ready for spring break.

I love winter. 
Actually, I just love snowboarding. 
But now, I'm really just ready for the beach season to get here.

My love life is taking a back seat. Tyler and I decided to date. And then I ( Read more... )

Okay, well if you don't believe in God, then it's something else... but somehow, there seems to be this reoccuring message. And finally I'm getting it.

After I went to South Baltimore Station, I figured out that those guys really are just looking out for themselves, not selfishly, but in order to succeed sometimes you have to put yourself before ( Read more... )

School-- School is getting harder and harder as the year goes on. As for next semester.. it will suckkkk but I guess it will all pay off one day when I'm sucessful haha. I constantly find myself hoping to get to bed at 11pm. Most of the time, it doesn't work haha ( Read more... )