Messy Ramblings.... No Fun At All

[eat_your_makeup]

I've dealt with death a lot in my life, but this one hit me the hardest. It's hard to explain. In fact, explaining is probably the last thing most people think about now...in this emotion. I just can't process my emotions any other way. There's one person I talk to in this state--in states similar; it's never this bad. I feel guilty, though. It's

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[delirium210]

I'm here if you wanna just have someone listen

[misledyouth00]

psh.

yr not a hypocrite or a freak or anything at all.
i think ALL of us are feeling this indescribable way but all in the same way.
everyone feels everything selfishly. nietzsche had a big thing about how nobody actually gives a shit about anyone for THEMSELVES but rather how they make THEM feel. and as callous as that sounds, i think its true.
we're all fucking selfish. we're all hypocrites. to a point.
when yr past this line in the sand point, then you've got a problem. but you, i totally think yr normal.

you spend enough holidays with us anyway that i think we could adopt you if you need a family. as you saw on thanksgiving, we don't have real family either/anyway but rather we just create it.
i think that kinds better.

[kimberly_tries]

i'll not bother tellin' you yer not this darkness you say you are. you'd not hear it, and just get annoyed with me (justly). and i don't know what horrible thing has happened, but i send strong thoughts your way, and call me if you need to. k? i love you, Reve.