my halloween weekend blew meaty chunks. i am forcing awesomeness out of tonight if it kills me. and it might. ive never been one for forced awesomeness, but i need to have one awesome night in my halloween weekend ( Read more... )

i know there were things i wanted to update with but all i can think about right now is how crappy i feel. thankfully the world is safe another month from the hellspawn of justin and i, but what i wouldnt give to be able to go to the nurse's office and lay down with a heating pad for an hour or four. ive been pretty busy but sort of ( Read more... )

this week i am a failure at work over and over again. theyve been giving me more and more third party shit to work on and i keep dropping the ball on all of it, not for lack of trying, but im finding that no one wants the garbage im supposed to pitch to them, and i dont have the relationships with them yet to get it done. i would love to keep ( Read more... )

on top of my crappy day that i already talked about....i got reemed in the parking garage tonight from the guy that lives under me for excercising at 3 am everyday (note: i do not. i'm asleep by midnight everyday). i won't get into any more than that but lets just so..theres no rationalizing with insane people, especially insane foreign people. ( Read more... )

this week is dragging the fuck on and its only tuesday. i thought time was supposed to fly when you're busy. but, the days are longer and more expensive ( Read more... )

tired tired. im so lame these days but i just never feel like doing anything because i'm so burnt out by the weekend. justin and my schedules don't really work with each other for the next week or so. which is really the worst way for it to be, because when i'm busy doing shit i dont need to be doing, id rather be with him, and he has a lot of ( Read more... )

old news..but if you havent seen this... The Shining Mock Trailer.... you must check it out ( Read more... )

Today is 9/30. that means tomorrow is 10/1 and that means my reports are due at work today. But, because of no fault of my own, they are no where near done. In fact, I did everything I could to reach and do extra work, but I'm stuck waiting on people who won't finish their parts until 5:55 and there is NO FUCKING way I'm staying after a minute ( Read more... )

i'm bored. everything has been so uneventful. i guess everything is fine, but i am getting bored. i fall asleep before 10, try as i might not to. i can see myself becoming one of those adults with a ridiculously monotonous life. i miss chaos. like being a student and working a shit job that i don't care about and partying and spending all my ( Read more... )

I'm having serious anxiety over the fact that I think I left my flat iron on this morning (even though I've left it on a few times and my building still stands). It's amazing how worried I get about things. I start to imagine my building burned down, me saying I don't know anything, an investigation showing a flat iron in apt. 413 was the cause ( Read more... )