Comments | eatingsasquatch: Prayer. It hurts.

eatingsasquatch

Prayer. It hurts.

Jan 06, 2005 22:07

Jenny and I were on our way home.. 10 mph all the way.. so I had a lot of time to think.. I know tonight will be another night with out sleep. I know I'll sleep with my phone by my head hoping it will ring.. hoping he will call..hoping for his friendship but some part of me knows it's not going to happen. He was the one for me.. I thought he was.. ( Read more... )

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anonymous January 8 2005, 02:29:59 UTC

If that's how you feel, why haven't you called him...? God Helps though's, who help themselves...?

Ash

eatingsasquatch January 8 2005, 04:59:03 UTC

Ash..his friend? or.. someone I know from around here?

And I haven't called because I wasn't sure if he wanted me to. And part of me is afraid if I call him ..actually part of me KNOWS that if I call him I'll want to fly down there and be with him and I can't do that. Doesn't matter anymore. I can't deal with all this at once.. one thing at a time.