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[eatmystarz]

When you love someone, why is it that when you fight you cant help but try and do everything to piss them off just a little more, almost like your trying to push them over the edge or something. I mean I know I did it with Matt. I didnt think about it while I was doing it, the first time he hit me. I mean he did tell me to let go of him but I didnt

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[runeyblaine]

I would have done it for you if you asked, I would of walked w/ you if you wanted me too as well... Just need to try to ask. :P

[eatmystarz]

I know but Missy made a really good point today. She said that maybe I shouldnt go to Matts because I Love JT and how would he feel? I know what your thinking about what he did and everything but, I cant be him. I dont know its all confusing.

[runeyblaine]

You love him, but there is a point you need to just giveup trying to get someone to love you back. You have tried, you have loved him with all your heart, I could tell. And from how I see it, he doesn't love you worth shit. I am sorry for saying it, I am not trying to be mean or anything, it just seems that way. And you should at least, try to move on... And I think you could find someone else to be happier with, not be miserable like JT makes you alot of the time.

And, about how JT would feel if you went to Matt's... Did he think about how you felt when he, with that slutty ass whore? Or when he flirts with all those girls and let them flirt with him... I really don't think if he loved you, he could have done that, unless he was drunk off his ass. So, I would just take it easy... Go do what you want. Hangout with people to get JT off your mind. It works. :)

Sorry, just what I was thinking on it all... You gave me some help with T and me... I try to give you some help. :)

-Crackhead

[eatmystarz]

its ok but, still complicated. I have made some "break throughs" with my dearest JT. I geuss things will work.