why does a beautiful five year old have to have deteriorating bones?
why do old souls hurt?
why is it so hard to be away from you?
why do sweet babies have to die?
why is our world dying?

i don't think i've ever been so nervous.

how are you, internet?

i haven't been online (except for email checks and facebook) for a very long time ( Read more... )

what happened to New Atlantic?

"It's a beautiful sound,
the rain,"
she says to me.
"It takes my mind off of things."
Little does she know
I have a mark
to the right of
my belly button,
misinterpreted
because one cannot turn another on.
"I'm peeling my
nail away"
in odd increments,
she whispers in my brain.
The funny thing is
it's all in my head
and all she wants to do
is
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today i am recording.
today i smile.
today i have monday eyes.
today i miss you.

things that make me happy:
-calls to check up on me.
-drinking faygo while listening to the new hush sound cd and driving off into the sunset.
-Jason Siska.

 i am happy.

Moonlight dancing at my toes
In my head I join in.

gay is not a synonym for shitty