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When do we know what we have
When do we know how far we have come
Please just sit here and have a good laugh
Sit in the light of the sitting sun
Run baby run, catch up with the sun
For should moon shine o’er, damned spirits take over
Watch the weather change
Watch
Me, and wonder why
Fly, fly, fly away
Into the sun of a brand new day
Past pillars of salt and rivers of flame
Some days it is all the same
Sane, therapeutic therapy
Watch the weather change
Watch
You, and wonder why
You watch the weather change
Don’t mention this to me
Still sane, therapy
Watch, the weather
Just mention this to me
Falling rain therapy
Change
Trying to break the bonds
Break free of this incessant repetition
Falling circle spiral down
Reach closer but,
Instead of flying high in tear-stained skies
I have spiraled down to this hole where I hide,
Quoted for truth
What am I doing?
Why?
Here.
Where am I going?
When?
Who?
WHY?
Who.
Why?
Why?
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What am I doing.
Black then white are
all I see in my infancy.
Red and yellow then came to be
reaching out to me.
Lets me see.
Over thinking, over analyzing
separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition
missing opportunities and I must
Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.
Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition leaving opportunities behind.
Feed my will to feel this moment
urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to embrace the random.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.
I embrace my
desire to
feel the rhythm, to
feel connected,
enough to step aside and,
weep like a widow, to
feel inspired, to
fathom the power, to
witness the beauty, to
bathe in the fountain, to
swing on the spiral, to
swing on the spiral, to
swing on the spiral of
our divinity and
still be a human
And following our will and wind
We may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end
And may just go where no one's been.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Keep going.
Keep going.
Keep going.
Indefinite.
The worst part of being a child is
When you can’t tell
If mother is angry or afraid
Mad or sad
You look at her and you wonder
If it will all be alright
The best part of being a child is
Mother’s gentle touch
On your cheek
Her warm gaze on your happy youth
The soft kiss on your eyelid
Wake up, darling, its time for work
Another cup of gin?
Don’t eat the fish.
I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
Best to keep things in the shallow end
Cause I never quite learned how to swim
I just didn't want to know
Close my eyes just to look at you
Taken by the seamless vision
I close my eyes,
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you
Because I don't want to know
I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
I just didn't want
Mistook the nods for an approval
Just ignore the smoke and smile
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
Such a perfect color for your eyes
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you
I don't want to know
But
I want to know
I want to know
Know to want
Want, knowing desire
Child, afraid
Hide from it
Want
Know
Desire
Desire to rekindle this
Life
Live for the desire
Nothing else to do
Death will come
Death will come
Death will come, in time
For now, live, desire.
Alone
Living in a world of perfect isolation
All by myself
Behind these lines
Bridges burning gladly,
Merging with the shadows,
Flickering between the lines.
Heaven said the promised land
Looks allright from where I stand
Cause I'm the man on the outside looking in
Mile after mile
Stone after stone
Turn to speak but you're alone
Million mile from home you're on your own
The door stands ajar,
The wall that once were high.
Beyond the gilded cage,
Beyond the reach of ties.
Scream sleep
Price too steep?
Conscience at rest?
Once put to the test?
Awake with a start to
just the beating of your heart.
Just one man beneath the sky,
Just two ears, just two eyes.
You set sail across the sea of long-past thoughts and memories.
Childhood's end,
fantasy merge reality
All the fears never voiced say you have to make your final choice.
But everything one day will cease.
All the iron turned to rust;
All the proud men turned to dust.
And so all things, time will mend.
So this song will end.
The memories of a man in his old age
Are the deeds of a man in his prime.
You suffle in gloom in the sickroom
And talk to yourself till you die.
Stay and help me to end the day.
Because I wanna find what lies behind those eyes.
Midnight blue burning gold.
A yellow moon is growing cold.
I rise, looking through my morning eyes,
Surprised to find you by my side.
Rack my brain to try to remember your name
To find the words to tell you goodbye.
Midnight blue turn to gray.
Midnight blue burning gold.
A yellow moon is growing cold.
My own desire
Thoughts fears
Need
These aren’t my own
What am I doing where am I going
Which thoughts are mine
Which fears mine
Tell me
I need to know
Need
Desire
Need
Want
Desire
Keep talking
All we have to do
Keep talking
All we have to do is keep talking
Keep talking
Keep talking
Keep talking
Another cup of gin?
Don’t eat the fish.
Another cup of gin?
Do you want Ice with that?
Don’t eat the fish.
Self destructing animal
Bleeding heart
Not beating much
Break
Break
Break
Break
Keep talking
Keep talking
Watch the weather change
Watch
Watch
Break
Keep talking
Watch the weather change
oh
she's the only one that makes me sad
watch the weather
I got dosed by you and
closer than most to you
what am I s'posed to do
take it away, I never had it anyway.
take it away, and everything will be ok.