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Sometimes I wonder if it'd just be easier to give in and just accept the smut... :Cc
On one hand, I feel like a derp forever being shelterd in my corner of innocence because I often want to join in on things like the FSS or Saru's new doujin, but with both involving sex, I'd feel weird being in it or feel I just get looked over...
But on the other, probably the biggest reason, I can't see myself LIKING it. Every time Kisu's smut pops up on my dash, I'll admit it, I FREAK! But that's because of how EXPLICITVE her's is. When other's comes on, like Kat's or Eva's, I don't really scare because I can't see anything. I even look at it sometimes and drool at the colors or figures because they're works are just so amazing.
I also have already set this innocent persona of myself, I don't know how people would react if I just up and changed. Though I do know Saru and Ruka would be excited, they've been trying to shove smut down my throat for months now! ;;
Hrrm... This has been something I've been debating for a few months now.... I kinda want to keep my innocence for a little longer, but at the same time this is pretty boring....
LJ, I'm sorry for ranting about nothingness and just spamming you with things I don't want everyone on tumblr to see ;; (especially since I now have irl friends following me over there orz)
blame Saru's new doujin for todays rant
On one hand, I feel like a derp forever being shelterd in my corner of innocence because I often want to join in on things like the FSS or Saru's new doujin, but with both involving sex, I'd feel weird being in it or feel I just get looked over...
But on the other, probably the biggest reason, I can't see myself LIKING it. Every time Kisu's smut pops up on my dash, I'll admit it, I FREAK! But that's because of how EXPLICITVE her's is. When other's comes on, like Kat's or Eva's, I don't really scare because I can't see anything. I even look at it sometimes and drool at the colors or figures because they're works are just so amazing.
I also have already set this innocent persona of myself, I don't know how people would react if I just up and changed. Though I do know Saru and Ruka would be excited, they've been trying to shove smut down my throat for months now! ;;
Hrrm... This has been something I've been debating for a few months now.... I kinda want to keep my innocence for a little longer, but at the same time this is pretty boring....
LJ, I'm sorry for ranting about nothingness and just spamming you with things I don't want everyone on tumblr to see ;; (especially since I now have irl friends following me over there orz)
blame Saru's new doujin for todays rant