unsure

[ebbing_hermit]

i don't think i was supposed to come into work today... first the day starts with a weird conversation that just put me in an interesting mood... i can't even describe it... i don't know what to do with my feelings... and i wish that i didn't have trust issues... i feel like it is impossible for me to except this to be real... the majority of the

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[thisisriffle]

i'ma remind you that you ARE human...that by virtue of your existence you're going to second guess yourself and sometimes just be filled with doubt, be triggered by seemingly unrelated (or sometimes totally related) shit, and that just because it's hard to give in doesn't mean it's wrong.

but hey, what do i know? this is from the girl who can't have a stable healthy relationship to save her fucking life. well, not so much my 'fucking life' as my fucking. life. HAHA.

we need to kick it. soon. like whoa. i'm out this weekend, i think, but let's calendar-compare for february. shit, at this point, even if i just came up for a few hours or whatever, it'd be better than nothing. it's stupid that we're an hour away from each other and NEVER get down anymore.