WHOOT-FIRST COMMENTpinkfloyd583December 21 2004, 20:21:16 UTC
YAY FOR LOOOVE!!!! ...i'm not a stalker lol this is the first time i've commented in a long time, and i never talk to you anymore so ya...but uhhhh it seems like holiday spirit can bring anyone up :)
shes off to a place where you cant speak yuor mind where u live in fear and leave family behind she has set times to eat and to sleep and to laugh a smile is un heard of as well as a bath she asks me to visit, sais she will be scared said she is not ready and so un prepared well im contemplating telling her, shes getting what she deserves 10 years of never being there, her plea must have some nerve. but i know if i fucked evryone over, and ruined evryones life if i abandoned my children and left my husband with no wife if i turned who i was into someone im not and forgot how to change back, and then just got caught if i was then thrown away to be alone and so scared and i wouldnt have my bottle and i was so unprepared then id want a visitor and i would want a friend id want a forgiveness and maybe to mend but im conflicted on if she deserves it im confused on how to just admit it and if i do just let her win, id feel like a liar, with a secret, and a sin marry christmas to someone in a cold cold room
I am glad your feeling better. It makes me feel better, cause thats just how I am. When a friend is down, so am I. But anyway, we gotta hang sometime. Oh, and about some one to love... Joshy C. always single.
yay for chrismukka and it's the best time of the year and who cares if you are jewish??? Moses and Jesus both have beards! (ah the oc) anyway darling whatever you strive for, you can achieve. "Anything is possible if you just believe" (gotta love Cinderella Story quotes) anyway this break we are hanging out b/c now u can drive so u can venture to my parts of town and we have so much to do! Oh and 2005 will be excellent b/c every month i can look at those cute, loving kids! halla!
dude erica its chase!! happy hanakah anywho i miss u, and we need to find a scene for our thingy for linea so give me a call or email me at soschase2aol.com actually im not gonna post my number on ur lj lol ttyl chase
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where u live in fear and leave family behind
she has set times to eat and to sleep and to laugh
a smile is un heard of as well as a bath
she asks me to visit, sais she will be scared
said she is not ready and so un prepared
well im contemplating telling her, shes getting what she deserves
10 years of never being there, her plea must have some nerve.
but i know if i fucked evryone over, and ruined evryones life
if i abandoned my children and left my husband with no wife
if i turned who i was into someone im not
and forgot how to change back, and then just got caught
if i was then thrown away to be alone and so scared
and i wouldnt have my bottle and i was so unprepared
then id want a visitor and i would want a friend
id want a forgiveness and maybe to mend
but im conflicted on if she deserves it
im confused on how to just admit it
and if i do just let her win, id feel like a liar, with a secret, and a sin
marry christmas to someone in a cold cold room
Thats really good
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Oh, and about some one to love... Joshy C. always single.
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chase
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