i won't spend another night alone

i just had the most fucked up dream. i got stabbed in this house and i was dying. i remember loosely being taken to the hospital but i was unoncsiou most of the way. but it turns out i actually died. but somehow i was alive again? and i woke up in this parking lot. and i found my way back to the house hwere i got stabbed and i went inside and saw ( Read more... )

there's something i want to ask you ( Read more... )

i'm sorry but tonight might have been the best night of my life.

seeing you so happy

and so carefree

i've never felt that good before.

i love you.

michael dettmer.

i miss you so much.
even though i know you dont think i do.
i really do.
and i really want to see you today.

and i hate that you are on an airplane right now.
unable to answer phones.

i love you so much :-*
and i miss you so much :-*

i cannot wait for florida.

getting away from everything stressful about life here is exactly what i need.

i don't have anything to say?

other than

mike p

thanks for talking to me last night?

and then after that hella fucked up shit went down.

so melanie

thank you for talking to me about that.

you're both love.

florida this friday by the way

woot?

computer = fixed

life = broken

emo tear

listen ( Read more... )

the most depressing thing just happened

i was listening to spitalfield

and ryan was like

"that's mikep's band"

.

oh, and last night sucked times everything.