a change up hahaha~

[ebony_angel]

Changed up a few of my icons... most of them are old ones. I should probably have a more neutral one for my default but this one cracks me up lol. I had it sitting around for so long and finally had something good to write on it... anyone who can guess BOTH fonts wins a nerd cookie of epicness. >:D

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[frazzled_niya]

I don't take meds for my depression anymore, the ones I was taking weren't doing anything for me and my pysch isn't a pill perscribing one, it's a talk shit out and work shit out. What causes what and how to over come them. Which is really what I need. I never wanted to depend on a crutch like a tablet to make my mood good

[ebony_angel]

Yeah I stopped taking meds for a long time, but finally I felt like my anxiety was beginning to spiral out of control, so I decided I needed to be put back on medication, and then decided I also needed some counseling even though I hate it haha.

Yeah I was taking ibuprofin almost daily for headaches or other pain. Yeah I usually have to retreat to a dark room, and I've tried heat and cold to help my head but neither seems to do much. :/

Yes that damn string. XD I still need to go get more haha.

I've felt outright rage before too, where it felt like everything drained from me only to be filled with Hulk like anger lol. Luckily it doesn't happen too often that I'm that infuriated, and even less to the point where I have the anger black outs haha. But yeah I often cry when I'm angry, usually out of frustration, and also because I hate crying I'll cry more sometimes. XD OMG that sounds horrible tho! D: Throwing up is never fun.

Thank you love~ <3 And LOL!! Well we all know I have no feelings except for ANGEREVENGE. XD

[frazzled_niya]

I guess we all think we know better...Like my Dad seeing how long he can go without his meds (which is NOT a good thing, 3 types of athuritis x_X;...and depression etc) it's like a recipe for DISASTER and Dad not being able to move :(...Same with depression and anxiety I guess. Either think its not doing anything (cos it's working but we think it's not cos your mind/body is so used to being anxious, it sometimes acts like it even when on meds) and stop or you think "I'm cured!" (not so easy....) but in some cases the not working thing, well it isn't working

[ebony_angel]

Yeah being on medicine is a tricky thing... there are times when the doctors ask me if I think the medication is working (usually talking about my anti-anxiety/depression meds), and sometimes I feel like I'm not sure lol. Like you'd think it'd be obvious, "well have you been feeling less anxious?" .. but sometimes it's hard to say... because I'm so anxious and a worrywort about something all the time it's somehow to to tell when i'm not feeling or feeling less anxious or worried. XD;

That's good! :D Yeah so far I think I've been getting less super bad headaches, but still getting them. XD My main issue right now tho is my sever lack of energy.. I really just feel so tired ALL THE TIME.. and I'm not sure if that's all the medicine or what. :/

LoL no I still haven't managed to get a new string. XD

It is a frustrating cycle! :: shakes fist ::

Yeah there's nothing quite like that feeling of relief after you've felt so sick for a while then finally have vomitted. XD