Hear me cry.

[ebonyseason]

My days are consumed with painful thoughts of comparison between the life I lead now, and the life I gave up to be here. I have fallen into a dull, restless depression and I either suffer from overwhelm or complete lack of stimulation, sometimes both at the same time. It makes sense in my mind

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[autumnseve]

So you've awoke...

Welcome to the hell that is reality. You can understand more clearly why people like me are so bitter and cold to the world.

I'd kill. I'd kill a thousand times if it meant I could end the rampant chaos plaguing the world. I don't care if it goes against the point; the reins have to be taken at some point.

But that doesn't even matter. As long as there is light, there will be dark. For every ounce of love, an ocean of indifference, and skies of hate casting their shadow over those dead waters. It will never end. It's been like this since the beginning of time. I wish you'd never had to leave New Hope. That place, the way you and Angie describe it to me, sounds heavenly. I wanted to visit. I wanted to see you two and go to all these wonderful, beautiful places you both spoke and showed me pictures of. Seems like a pretty bleak wish now, doesn't it?

Baltimore.. I've been to that city. It's a hellhole rampant with scum no one's given the effort to exterminating. And all around them suffer for it.

Hang in there...

[ebonyseason]

I wouldn't want to kill... I just wish everyone would let go of violent and angry intentions. There are some people in the world I would wish the worst upon, but if I had the chance, I couldn't kill.

New Hope is lost hope sadly.. but if you ever wind up in Baltimore again somehow, visit me and we can both be bitter about life. (Well.. I'm more "no faith in humanity" than bitter)

[autumnseve]

Mm.. You've changed. You've changed a lot. I wish life had never done this to you. It just makes me angrier at the world...