Maybe I needed to get to the massive low I felt last night until this morning. I've worked through a few emotions and now I think I'm ready to attempt to move on from feeling bad.

quatres-star has a journal up regarding her new kitty Binx who is in a sad state ( Read more... )

well, I've been trying to hold my head up over this wave of sadness I've been feeling. It comes and goes, but it's there often. Lots of things have been going on, most due to my misguided attempt at being a good/nice person which often, like during the last two months backfires terribly. I don't know why I even try anymore ( Read more... )

check his journal here on "Independence Day ( Read more... )

I decided I would try recording myself finishing my husband's birthday gift. He'll be 26 on July 9th. He's already seen this though since he snuck up on me while I was working on it. So much for surprises :P

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today has been a big annoyance and I think that is screwing me up right now, so I'm going to go exercise for a bit and try to burn off some of this fat frustration.

Well, I broke a sweat this morning. I had to do 1 hour of working out to do it and used my weights on the second workout. I may get heavier weights once I fully adjust to the light ones ( Read more... )

The last few days I've been exercising, It is weird though since I am now in better shape than when I started out ( Read more... )

I think it might boil down to crying. That might alleviate whatever mess is going on with me. I guess I get to wait for awhile until I finally boil over with it.

I believe this is a pattern.