Master Cleanse Day 5 - Overall

[ebricknell]

Well, I woke this morning all refreshed and ready to get back on the Master Cleanse bandwagon. It's amazing how my willpower dies around 8pm. Anyhow, it's the 4th and the organic stores aren't open today (well, Trader Joe's was open but they don't have organic lemons -- I looked) so I just drank the Organic OJ in the fridge. So far so good. I

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[purplewhackjob]

oh Lizzie I get it - that sounds like me and the Pissit girls. When I started having problems with Charlene, and felt SO uncomfortable being around her, I stopped hanging out with the rest of them when she was there - which was ALWAYS. And even though now - fuck, 3 years later, it STILL hurts sometimes when the rest of them go out - and go on - without me. Even though I know I am FAR better off without any of them (except for Gillian of course), there's always a voice in the back of my mind that asks me what is wrong with ME that I'm the only one that is no longer part of that group? Even though I initiated it, and even though I really don't still want to be with them, it still hurts, and I still feel like it's my fault.

Blah.

On that note, it was a very big lesson in who my friends are, and who they aren't. And I'd rather have fewer true friends, then a bunch of fake ones.

anyways, I'm sorry you're still going through it. you're right. it fucking sucks.

what's wrong with having the tea in the morning?

Poop all day long

[ebricknell]

That's what happens when you have the tea in the morning :) I spent my afternoon on the toilet :)

[purplewhackjob]

Naomi Rachlis is her name by the way.

I know Naomi!

[ebricknell]

She was in the class ahead of me but we had Basic skills together and our dance classes. Really nice girl and very talented. Small world!!