OK, I have a "friend" using me so she and her bf can make-out at rehearsal, another "friend" is using me to help her get a record label. That's it. That's as far as my friendships go. Helen thinks I would be more than happy to drive her and her bf around so they can make-out in the back of my car. Yaddira doesn't care shit about what I say about ( Read more... )

I had like almost 2 days off from the shop and a week off from the kids so I'm feelin' MUCH better! I've been at Aunt Vicki's since Tuesday. Last night I went over to Trav's house and his friend Dustin came over. So, yea I got back to Aunt V.'s at like uh 1am or somethin'. Trav is gonna help me with my guitar and I'm gonna go see them again next ( Read more... )

ok. um. well. ya see it's like this....the glue didn't hold under the pressure of the strings. so, yea. well, um. i kinda have to buy a new neck. and then...yea...so...um...and i just told my boss, who is also my aunt and my mom's best friend, that i don't make enough to buy the neck....yea im an idiot. YOU know! since Pop died my life has been ( Read more... )

My guitar is in recovery. I performed the surgery myself. I can't afford a new neck or for someone I don't kno to fix it. I hope it works I might bring it downstairs so it won't be quite as humid. YUCK! I am covered in glue and blood(mine) Well, at least this is cheaper. I have to go find some "goof off". lol! Dennis said it gets glue from duct ( Read more... )

My guitar died. Why can't I just get up! You kno??? I just wanna have atleast ONE good day! Just ONE! One tha tdoesn't involve: yelling, screaming, fighting, Jared, or the kids! I want a day with just me,helen,kyle,and dennis. A day where the four of us can hang out w/o getting yelled at! Tuesday I went to my guitar lesson and when I took my guitar ( Read more... )

Ugh! This was supposed to be the best year ever(theaterwise!) I was driving, Helen,Kyle,Denny and I were gonna hang out and go sit in Huddle House after play practice and I was gonna have freedom from Mom, and I wasn't gonna have to hitch rides anymore(yay!..........ALL of that was BEFORE we found out JARED CRAPPS(FAG!) was going to be working with ( Read more... )

I took Cocoa to the vet today. They said she would have to stay with them for a couple days. I miss her already. Things started to look up for the band yesterday and then Yaddira's mom decided Yaddira was to "rebllious" and she made her quit TENNIS and is trying to get her to quit the band! We start praciticing Saturday! We already have a song ( Read more... )

Ok. I kno it's been a month and a day since he died, but how can anyone expect anyone else to have cheered up by now. I'm more depressed now than I was a month ago. The more I think the more I realize how important I was to him and how he is the one that has kept me here for so long. I always thought I was helping him, but really he was the one ( Read more... )

Yaddira and I started to clean up our band room. My parents are letting us use the third floor of their 3-story building. It looks like an abandoned flat. LOL! There are four windows(with actual windows)across the front of the building, no electricity, there's like ten boarded up windows(one opens out to the roof of the bookstore), there's a half ( Read more... )

Ok. So, I'm in this band called Forbidden Clique, great, right? I should be happy? All my dreams are coming true??? I haven't SLEPT in TWO nights! I am so worried about not having money, instruments, gear, enough people, or fans. I mean come'on what if we SUCK! or We're GREAT and people just don't like our music? I don't have a job to get money for ( Read more... )