today is a bit confusing to me...

[ecce_puer]

i wake up thinking about what this girl told me, it kinda threw me off but oh well. i dont understand girls i swear. i think maybe kathy was right when she siad i try to hard. i dont know why i do but i guess thats the case. i think i ought to stop trying as hard but what is a boy to do when he wants something so bad and can almost reach it but

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[_fannypack_]

you find people when you arent looking. people will come to you. or when you see someone and you get the feeling that it's just right then you will know. stop worrying about it so much. cuz its really all you talk about and that's not good.
and your mommy should probably know you're moving out.
mooo cowwwwwww

yeah i think you are right,

[ecce_puer]

i think i do make it too much of a priority but i think its partly due to my jealousy of my two closest friends and then that i want it so bad, but i really should lay off i think as well and so i think im gonna try again to not try as hard. even though i think its harder than anything but i will... im determined.
well thank you janine. xoxo

p.s. i needed that.