Glad that someone likes me.... although at this moment I feel like such an Ass that I should probably just go and jump off a fucking building or something like it.... yeah, I know, morbid. I don't know what's up with me. I probably won't update my LJ for fear of saying something that I may later regret. Here I go again, thinking things through. I feel so much like the character in the book that I'm reading, except wait, she actually has a boyfriend, after trying to avoid having a boyfriend. Life is too fucking complicated!!! And yes, I know that your life is by far more complicated and sucks beyond mine by comparison, but....... I don't know. I think I've gotten myself into a hole so far down this time that I can't dig myself out.. which is highly unlikely for me to do such a thing because I'm miss goody two shoes who never does *anything* wrong and will probably be a spinster for the rest of her life.... yeah guess that's fate for ya.
I've got a firetruck with a ladder if you need to climb out of the hole! [I'll explain that one later] Wow, for someone in the shower, you sure type well! And hey, we all have our morbid moments, some of us more often then the other bitchs. And if you need to say it then say it. I did. Lol. Who gives a shit what people say tommorow! And...I can't say anything about boyfriends because I really like a special person, and I'm backing off because Gabby says I scared him. And I was just being a bitch when saying my life was more complicated and sucks more. Because its a case by case thing, the suckiness of life. Its amazing the stuff we put up and go through and deal with every single day of our lifes. Fucking amazing, we are. And I'll always like you. Unless you murder Ewan McGregor. ;/ Then I might not like you as much. But if you ever need to talk, you know my LJ, my email, my address, my AIM, my cell, my home, my locker...wait..I don't even know my locker, my chair under de Obi-Wan shrine! Lol. Now we sound likes stalkers. Might I ask
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Firetruck with a ladder???? Yeah, I'm just talented like that. I can type while I'm in the shower and the laptop is still in my room (about 3 rooms away from the shower). I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm so confused in feelings and school work and finding a college that I'll get accepted into that I can actually afford..... And I always feel like an ass.... nothing new there....
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