I've recently pulled $300 out of my ass, or rather out of a retirement fund i forgot i had. so that is fucking amazing, i thought. and i found out today at work that for one tomorrow i'm doing a marathon day (8:30AM-8PM) and one day like that bumps my paycheck a pretty good amount, so its fucking stellar that i get 7 more marathon days from may 18th-26th. that means i'll be making somewhere between $700-$1000 in the month of may. that a big step up from $400 a month. and that basically mean i get a fucking car, pretty much. its not before i turn 21 like i said i would get it by but its definitely close enough for me. but because of the way i get my checks it will really be about mid june that i will have wheels again. so i'm going to apply for a hospital job, and various other jobs now so hopefully by the time i'm rolling i'll already have a good job.
holy jesus i'm so fucking excited, i hope to god nothing fucks this up. I was about ready to throw in the towel almost a week ago, it will kill me if it fails. so will getting another lemon, 4 times is just too many.
spring was so much more for me than a simple transition from one season into another. oh ashit and the jasmine in my backyard is starting to bloom finally. its almost time for me to defrost that huge lump of lard in my freezer. OOOHHHHHH AND OMG!!! I got a mother fucking sketchbook!!! fucking finally. its pretty nice too for being a $4 one from walgreens. i think the paper weight is around 60lbs but it doesnt say. i prefer 80lbs but 60 isnt bad. 70 pages so its pretty big. its actually kind of shockingly light for how big it is. and it is 11in x 9in. so its a bit on the small size at least for my preference. but its perfect for storing in a backpack.
omg and i found an awesome use for this really cool make up bag ysa gave me. its one that rolls out to s few long pouches that zip up, and one really big flat pouch through the middle, and its made out of a silk like fabric with asian designs embroidered on it. so its a really kick ass pencil case. especially since just a big box of pencils is really bad for them because they bang around and the graphite breaks inside them and thats why when you sharpen a pencil sometimes and the led falls out, so it kills it faster. and it is also very backpack worthy. holy shit i cant wait until i have a car to put my backpack in.
oh an i had the first weird little tiff with sean. but ive already typed so much and have told the story more than i care to so thats all i'll say, except that it was a huge incident and two major players were 1)pms and 2)sean just being an asshole like he is every once and a wile and 3)a minor personality clash. I feel like its over and done with.
anways i am getting some cool plans together for birthday things with ysa. i'm really excited about it, one of which involves something like hunting dinosaurs and harvesting there flesh to consume and mickey mouse. also a concert. i'm really excited for them.
i should start a wish list for a car, so i can kind of know what to look for instead of buying impulsively. i'm going to try and do it right this time. i wouldn't know what to do with myself if i fuck up this bad again. oh man mario cart was like my freaking driving fix. also taking a joy ride with my sisters car because i got to drive it back from the wedding. that was an awesome fucking weekend i got to see my huge irish family get schwasted then got to drive the shit out of my sisters car. or at least the most i could do semi legally. i was taking turn like crazy and found out pretty quick that there was something wrong with the front tires because they would stick and slide or something like that but it would jerk the car to the right after a left turn and vise versa. oh and i was crossing 19 to get to last chance and the car hydroplaned a full 180, because it fucking rained balls that morning. it was fucking awesome though, i lost feeling in my legs and everything. only when that is from a cop is that a un-awesome feeling. but i guess she had new damage on the side of the car that i think was either already there or the valet put on it. because i know i didnt hit anything. its not even a maybe. now i might try and draw for about an hour then go to bed, i gots a long day tomorrow.