man, fuck

[ecdarling]

I really wish I could quit feeling like this. It sucks. I'm trying not to drink. It isn't easy considering it's Friday. I quit my job. Fuck that place. I don't want to suck it up. I want to be upset for fucking once. And I don't want to kiss customer's asses just so I can get a fucking tip. Oh, manual labor. I want to work manual labor.

Comments

[miss_t_dane]

I'm sorry you're feeling like this. :( I'm glad you saw a councellor, even though you feel cheesy. Do you like your therapist?

[ecdarling]

no. she was fake.

[miss_t_dane]

Oh.. Can't you get someone else?

[another_day___]

i still love you- xoxox

You know a therapist won't give you any answers, she wil just try to guide you to finding them.

and if you just need to talk to someone, I am always here.(unless i'm asleep_ ;)

i think the fact that you had balls to call us and appoligize and to write the above list of things you know that you don't want to be is a start.