stoney baloney
had a bit of boy trouble the other day. I went to a surprise party with Kurt. Hadn't seen him in a while. Anyway, afterword we went downtown and evan text me and said he was gonna meet me down there and I told him that Kurt was with me and he showed up anyway. So's I was like, whatever and I was dancing and I wasn't ignoring evan but I was mostly hanging out with kurt cause that's who i was there with. I had a real lot of fun, though. I danced and I looked really nice and al was there and kurt paid for all of my drinks and i left my wallet in the club and thought I was screwed but it was still there when i went back to find it.
But then Kurt and I went home to my house and I told him he could stay the night and we both slept in my bed and nothing happened at all. We both pretty much passed out. He gave me a friendly hug when he left in the morning. Before then, though, Evan had called me about the same time I had gotten home and I told him that he couldn't come over, but he came anyway (he was a bit drunk) and I told him that he had to leave and that it was his decision not to be my boyfriend (which I think was a very good decision cause he's a bit too much sometimes) and that I wasn't going to do anything with Kurt but that either way it was none of his business. I called him the next day and everything was fine. He was just drunk.
We had sex three times the other night and I didn't get to sleep until about 5am. It's so hard to not have sex with him. So hard that I'm not even going to attempt it ;) Relationships based on sex only last as long as they last. I just hope his feelings don't get hurt because I know that I won't have feelings for him. Is this whole thing wrong? I don't know personally because it doesn't seem bad.
But then Kurt and I went home to my house and I told him he could stay the night and we both slept in my bed and nothing happened at all. We both pretty much passed out. He gave me a friendly hug when he left in the morning. Before then, though, Evan had called me about the same time I had gotten home and I told him that he couldn't come over, but he came anyway (he was a bit drunk) and I told him that he had to leave and that it was his decision not to be my boyfriend (which I think was a very good decision cause he's a bit too much sometimes) and that I wasn't going to do anything with Kurt but that either way it was none of his business. I called him the next day and everything was fine. He was just drunk.
We had sex three times the other night and I didn't get to sleep until about 5am. It's so hard to not have sex with him. So hard that I'm not even going to attempt it ;) Relationships based on sex only last as long as they last. I just hope his feelings don't get hurt because I know that I won't have feelings for him. Is this whole thing wrong? I don't know personally because it doesn't seem bad.