I never wrote here for anyone else, just for myself and somehow I've forgotten about it. So here I go on my rant of all rants because it's been so long and I feel like I have some things to say, even if no one else reads them, it makes me feel better at least knowing it's out ( Read more... )

Today is exactly 4 months since Eric dumped me ( Read more... )

I have to go back to the doctor again the 24th for treatment again.. sigh.. I hate doctors. I hate my stupid cervix.. OFFICIALLY! I wish I didn't need it and they could just chop it off.. simple solution right ( Read more... )

doctors went ok.. he found "something" and had to biopsy it.. ugh.. can take up to 2 weeks to get the results.. bleh ( Read more... )

My stupid doctor's appointment is in one hour and 20 minutes.. Is it normal to be scared ( Read more... )

So work today was uhm not fun ( Read more... )

I'm obsessed with this PWTs song.. "What If ( Read more... )

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thanx Leah for making me remember i still have a lj lol ( Read more... )

i cant sleep.. its like 50 degrees in my house right now and im SOOOOOOOO COLD ( Read more... )