So I had a wonderful day errr not really.. So I woke up and went fishing [left at 7:30AM] w Eric of course. Then I had to work [@ Tubby's] and do dishes for 6 HOURS! At least it's done now though.. We open this wkend and Sal hasn't hired anyone yet - But only one person has applied SOOOOOOOO if anyone wants an easy job APPLY AT TUBBY'S - use me as ( Read more... )

Yup, so Katie, Cory, Sam and I went to blockbuster andddd didn't get a movie lol. We came back to my house and watched blue collar comedy tour rides again ebcause I love ron white and everyone else wanted to watch it so we did - even though i know EVERY punch line, it was still funny i guess? Sam and Cory jammed for a lil bit and that was it ( Read more... )

Sooo anyone like my new icon? I heart it bc I made it ALLLL by myself.. YES I feel special... Yea, so Sam and Katie and Cory are comin over to watch a movie I guess - should be fun eh? Yep, Eric's at work so U have to find something else to do while he's away until 8 ( Read more... )

Well, my life has been boring as usual. Yesterday and today Eric and I went fishing and I caught a fish today wooo lol. I was SO proud of myself ok? But it was a sucker fish and Eric put it back.. And plus it was a mama.. When I pulled it out eggs were like SPILLED out of it.. ick ( Read more... )

Dum dum dummm I have a new WUiV song stuck in my head called "It's OK to Smile" Make sure u all check them out - they rawk!!! [[www.wokeupinvegas.com]] I went to their practice last night and listened to that song ^ like 386739637 times, but it was ok because it was really good even though it's not 100% done yet. I felt VIP with them for a few ( Read more... )

Sooo I think last night after me and Eric had a crying session together I realized - he does care about me and I'm stupid not to see it. He doesn't know how to express emotion and how do u teach someone whose 19 to do that? I'm trying to tell him to OPEN UP and let me know what's going on in his head once in awhile... He agreed ( Read more... )

I can't take this anymore... I feel like I'm wasting my time in a useless relationship. I'm getting my hopes up with Eric, that maybe, one second, one day he'll realize I mean everything to him like he does to me. Maybe he'll get the feeling I got last week and told every other guy I ever kept on the back burner that I was in love and none of them ( Read more... )

Soooo my life is boring.. I say that in EVERY entry, but it's true. Eric was over for little while but he has to work 4-9 so now I have nothing to do ( Read more... )

So Eric and I fought as you may have guessed by the journal title.. He had school then he had to go to work after, but he had an hour in between.. Do u think he'd want to talk to his gf during that time and make her feel better bc she was upset? NOOOO bc he wants to walk around the mall.. ugh.. anyway ( Read more... )