he moved. he moved and didn't even tell me. i can't believe i fell for his lies. he never had feelings for me again. he was just bored. i actually thought he cared. he didn't even fucking bother to tell me he was moving. i haven't felt like this in so long. i couldn't even form the words with my mouth. i couldn't even talk about it. how ( Read more... )

and i almost wasn't disappointed.

and oh yeah. i got my prom dress today. it's pretty. stephanie said it looks like a barbie dress, in a good way. so that's sort of exciting.

i'm retarded. and not because i'm being dumb and emo over some boy. (whatthefuckeverwithboys). but because i have the worst memory ever. i left the sun roof open AGAIN. luckily, my dad got in the car tonight before it rained. or i'd be dead. seriously. i almost flooded the car for a SECOND time in two weeks ( Read more... )

i'm home.

ecstatic much?

so i hope no one will hate me too much. but i'm not saying why until i get back. i need to think about this, along with some other things.

anyone else really like when someone makes you promise to call them AND leave a message (i hate leaving messages) and then you do... and then don't fucking call you back ( Read more... )

um, so today sucked pretty bad. i suck at the violin and there are some days that i just want to cry in the middle of orchestra.

3 days.

4 days. hell yes.

I’d burn alive to keep you warm,
When you’re alone.
Shiver under blankets in the basement,Where our secrets sleep ( Read more... )

tanning is SO relaxing. jesus. mederma is damn expensive. i didn't have enough, so that sucks. and this weekend should be good i suppose.

i still want to go on a date though. who wants to go on a date?