and after (more than) a month to let myself settle
nothing really brews to the surface
surrounded by familiar things
a cheap cell phone, a water bottle and a packet of all dressed ruffles
it feels like i never left
and right now it's the first time i've felt that

because i'm so convincing (to myself) with my lack of fortune
i did leave ( Read more... )

world ( Read more... )

why do all the best thoughts come when you're on public transport ( Read more... )

it's sometimes nice to walk the streets at night ( Read more... )

what could be better than a night to one's self, nothing to complain about...no room mates home, no one stabbing knives into and leaving disgusting bits of 3 day old toast and other inedible bits of food in my margarine (yes, i'm looking at you Pierson.)
queens of the stone age blaring, a bottle of fresh cold water and a cool breeze.

how was your ( Read more... )

it's 8:32pm and i walk in the front door

fuck brisbane transport!!!!!!!!!!!i usually leave work just a little before 5:20pm, to catch the 5:20pm bus to the city, to get the 5:40pm train from the city to Carsledine to meet Nathan there at around 6ish who will drive both of us home to get home by 6:30pm (or there abouts) and then everyone is happy ( Read more... )

i personally think i'm fair from insensitive
and i hate that you think that
i was in the wrong and i've flat out admitted that (cause i was, there's no denying)
but how long are you gonna keep going with that, that's my only question
i've done everything else you've asked
and on my way to a job interview you throw that in my face ( Read more... )

the room grows hot, although the fan is on ( Read more... )

the seams of my skin are coming undone ( Read more... )

i really don't want to do this anymore.