Well, i slept well, which is nice, but im still so tired. I gotta get out of the habit of staying up till 6am all the time. Even when im sleepy i feel like im losing a little life when i got to bed early and that makes me sad. Bad habit no doubt. I have been thinking all week of buying a digital camera and i might just make the plunge this week ( Read more... )

I forgot about you for at least 2 hrs. It was nice... A blissfull rememberance of what it was like before i thought of you every mintue of the day. I guess alcohol does have a purpose. I imagine that you are in italy forgeting about me for hours at a time too. Young italian studs every where you look and just a glimmer of a memory of the ( Read more... )

So im headed out the door, and suddenly i get this overwhelming urge to type in this journal. I don't have anything at all to say, and yet i want to get it down. I don't know what my intentions ever were for this journal, whether or not i really planned to be honest in it, or whether or not I ever planned to continue it more than a week, but I do ( Read more... )

Dumb. Dumb. Dumb. Useless information extending over 1hr and keeping me from the litttle sleep i would have at least gotten had i not had to wake up early. The general population is so filled with morning people that no respect is ever paid to us night people. Why not have the meeting at midnight when 1/2 the people are at work already closing up ( Read more... )

You win. I cried.

Another sleepness night in what promises to be a long series of them. To make matters worse i have a meeting at 9am so I'm sure to be sleep all day tomorow. I spent tonight so far watching a little tv and trying to find some jobs on Monster.Com. Im thinking bank teller might be a job i can do as entry level which might give me the ability to go ( Read more... )

Each sip made it easier...Closer to that point of where i didnt care. Now i'm home, away from the people that made the time pass by, and its 2:30 am and i do care. I won at pool, im actually pretty good. I like to win. Winning makes playing bearable. when u lose you wonder why you even bothered. Part of me thinks she doesnt even care. Part ( Read more... )

I know it seemed we were fated to meet ( Read more... )

Got my haircut yesterday, and shaved my goatee. I feel like a completely different person when i look in the mirror. My hair has been like a security blanket to me for such a long time, that now i feel naked without it. I know in a couple days i will be used to it, and it wont seem like a big deal, but im so nervous to go into work and bear the ( Read more... )

I've never been the type to toss and turn. Even these days when going to sleep is rough and staying asleep is even rougher its not because i can't stay still. Maybe the problem is i'm staying too still. I wake up every 2 hrs lately feeling less rested than the time before. She used to have problems sleeping, and now she sleeps fine. Odd isn't ( Read more... )