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[echoside27350]

I want to explain how I feel. But I don't know how to describe it. All I can think about is killing myself. Just different ways. Like just snapping one day and running in there. Grabbing the gun and splash my brain matter across the bedroom. Or something. Bluh. I want to be fixed, I just don't know how. I have been snapping at people a lot

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[__disgrace]

i think you need some help. tell your mom about this and go to the doctor. that's what i think.

not that you asked for my opinion or anything.

[bluecoresix]

I felt that same exact thing a several weeks ago.unfortunately or fortunately depends on how you want to look at it. the guns in my house was not accessible for at the time. the only think i can think of is to try seeing a doctor might work for you but i just think you need a new settings. get out of NC i think all the shit there or its clearly its the situation there its killing you. hang in there! so you can have another chance in eating the chicken i made last time you guys were here...lol

[disgruntlefairy]

*HUG*

Maybe James is right it maybe time to get some help. Especially if these feelings and fantasies don't change over the next week or two. If its stress related it should go away soon, if not then you would be wise to hunt some help.

Talking about it in general usually helps me.

[rai2525]

*huggles*
I agree with James.