yesterday

[echristo]

I was quite out of sorts until evening. I think part of it was that yesterday would have been my mother's 51st birthday. In all fairness she killed herself out of neglect and bad choices over the years. The timing of it was particularly miserable for me because not a couple of weeks earlier I had been speaking with darkstormangel about the possibility of trying

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[aceofkittens]

Thank you so much for calling. I am sorry that I couldn't really talk. Disaster was upon us at work and I was in the middle of putting out yet another fire.

I know how hard this is. I think back very often to that January when it happened, and you and darkstormangel had to come down and you stayed with me. It means so much to me that you did. It meant so much to me to see you recently.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that whenever you need me, I will be there for you -- I hope you know that. I'll leave the more private stuff for a letter or something.

{{{{hugs}}}}}