My life is just the lies ( Read more... )

yep, I took some more quizzes on blogthings.com. I like them. they're fun.

You are Agnostic


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So, I am doing alright in Chemistry, having pretty much a passing "C". I found batteries for my portable CD player, so I can now listen to music during class and the long bus ride home. My mom's boyfriend just handed me $70 for prom, and pretty much made me happy and think that he's cool. Speaking of prom, I have to pack up EVERYTHING for it and ( Read more... )

So I decided that I like fire. And that I like music. I also like this poem ( Read more... )

I feel like I am invisible. I want that one person to notice me. I feel like I have been petitioning for attention from him for months now, and to no avail, of course. Isn't that how it always goes? Except in movies and "other" people's lives, the person does in fact notice you, and you end up getting together. But for me, psh, that'll be the day ( Read more... )

I went promdress shopping with my friend/date Jerrica. Yep, I'm so going with a girl. No guy asked me so I said, "fuck it" and I'm going with my best friend. We got her this absolutely gorgeous dress that's black/pink polkadots. So I have been told over and over that fishnet stalkings are very extremely slutty. Damn you 80's whores. I'm still ( Read more... )

So I went to Santa Barbara not yesterday, but the day before. I went to some skate park and chilled. It was pretty awesome and I realized how much I actually wanted to skateboard again. I never was really good at it, I just liked it and had fun with it. I told my mom how I wanted to try it again, and she of course totally shot down the whole idea. ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in my room. Again. As always. The kid that I thought was the most awesome kid in the world decided that no, he doesn't like me the way he'd said he did before. Now he's going to Boston to visit his friends and be a man-whore with all the chick friends he has. So I'll be sitting here in my room again while he's partying with old friends ( Read more... )

Rainy days make me happy for some reason. It's a calm happiness, but still happy. I could not live where it rains ALL the time, just every so often is nice. Puddle jumping, mud sliding, dancing in the rain, getting sick, all enjoyable activities that come as a result of rain. Except getting sick isn't too enjoyable. I have one stick of incense left ( Read more... )

I always wonder how people can go through their lives with so much depression and hide it so well. The next thing I knew, I was at the counselor's office crying, and she said that I am depressed. Me? The uppity me? I thought not at all. She then described the symptoms of depression. I had very many, but I thought that that didn't mean that I'm ( Read more... )