So i havent exactly posted since April, no good...for the record May was fairly good and now we are on to June. Lets see...classes ended at the beginning of may which is fabulous because i have to admit that my first year here totally sucked. I think i was trying to spread myself to thin with classes and work, and the whole new atmosphere lack of ( Read more... )

Hiya world ( Read more... )

I was listening to country music...that is always a problem...it has the unique ability to take a normally rational person...i.e. myself...and turn me into an emotional lunatic. I'm over at michaels and i got a glimpse into the housewife mentality..i said glimpse people so cut me a break..i have a lot of respect for the women who could handle it ( Read more... )

Lets see...what have i been up to. Spring break was absolutely incredible i went up to boston to spend some time with my magical mystical micaela. Had a fabulous time as always, its amazing how time just stands still when i hang out with her. After i got home i proceeded to get really sick..which pretty much brings you up to date with my world. ( Read more... )

Hello Hello to one and all....i think i found a patch of sunshine and everything just seems brighter. I have no idea what i am doing with the rest of my life, buti am finally okay with that...i'll just stay in college for as long as i can and major in everything....did anyone see son-in-law thats my new plan. Okay, not quite, but i'm trying to ( Read more... )

There is a big empty void where my heart use to be...where passion and logic flirted with the idea of existing as one. For a brief moment things made sense, then i blinked and just as quickly as it began i found myself alone again. Everything happened so quickly.... your eyes are beautiful...they are burned into my memory...please go away..i need ( Read more... )

The randomness of it all is sometimes alarming.....things just happen for no particular reason which may or may not alter your life forever. I think i would like a warning, at the very least an email from GOD/Supreme being of some sort...the jury is still out on that one. I've been thinking a lot lately about school and my career options after ( Read more... )

Dum de dum ( Read more... )

Life has so much to offer...one should be grateful for the stars and the sky and for the perfect first kiss. Think of all the good times you have had...think of all the ones yet to come. Life is just opening up to you...show the world that you can succeed. Go team go!!!

Ahhhhhhh.....that about sums is up. Fuck everything...fuck everyone....thats it i just give up. I hate work....i wish those words were strong enough but they arent. I do the best i can and some how that isnt good enough. You dont think i am responsible, well fuck you. I do the best i can, i do your fucking job better than you do. You can just ( Read more... )