[Log] Ryou and Atsushi

Mar 30, 2011 08:55

Who: Kisarazu Ryou and Atsushi
When: Atsushi’s arrival
Where: Admin  Ryou and Atsushi’s room
What: Reuniting the lovely twins~
Rating: PG

Ryou almost couldn't believe it. But his aunt would never lie to him about something like that. Atsushi wouldn't let her or anyone else for matter. Not something as cruel as that when they were so far apart. He had wasted no time in running from his dorm, receiving a few odd looks from everyone as he went. He didn't blame them. No one apart from Bane or Shishido had ever really seen him smile, let alone look as energetic and excited as he did now. He jumped down the stairs, taking three or four at a time before just jumping down more than half of the last flight, ignoring the shocked looks of a pair of girls heading up them as he almost knocked them over.

The run across campus to the administration building was short and he wasted no time in heading into it. He stopped in the door of the office, grinning wide as he stared at the seats opposite the office lady's desk. He couldn't really believe he was there, but like hell was he going to turn down this, even if it was a dream.

"Atsushi!"

He hadn't heard that voice in so long, least, he hadn't heard it within reach. He looked up with a large and uncharacteristic grin breaking across his face. It was a surprise, not matter how much he'd known that Ryou would be here and that their aunt had informed him it was still a shock of electricity running down his spine to see his twin fly into the administration office that threw him to his feet and straight at Ryou, burying his face into his shoulder. Having him so close was different to everything else. He tried to reply but it was caught in his throat, knowing someone was there and actually seeing them was completely different. He squeezed his eyes together, his grin not faltering. Keeping Ryou as close as possible.

A small and cracked mumble surfaced from Atsushi's lips, not even remotely decipherable. There was no way that he could form how much he'd missed his twin into words, but he was sure in a large part that wasn't lonely anymore inside him that knew that Ryou knew what he meant.

Ryou didn't need to understand what his brother had said because he knew he felt exactly the same. He wasn't sure if it was because they were twins or if it was because they were so very close to each other or a mix of the two, but there was something between them that meant that words weren't needed. A single look or gesture could convey an entire message that no one else would understand. It wasn't telepathy. They were still working on that.

For the longest time, the older twin just wrapped his arms tight around Atsushi, his own face buried into his brother's hair. He didn't know if they had company, and, really, he couldn't care less. The only thing that mattered was that Atsushi was here and in his arms and no, this wasn't some hopeful dream that he'd wake up from in the morning only to be disappointed by an empty bed on the other side of the room. Never again.

All that really mattered to Atsushi was keeping Ryou near, they really had been apart for too long. With his fingers caught in the back of Ryou's shirt he was unable to contain the explosions of happiness in his stomach, some small part of him was scared but he pushed it down to the pit of his stomach and enjoyed being back in the same vicinity as his brother. They may not have telepathy, or even teleportation, but they did have eachother now and that was enough.

He turned his head to the side slightly, words not making their way past his grin. It wasn't something he characteristically showed off to people. In fact he was more than likely to sport a pokerface. However his brother had off-set all of his natural inclinations just by his mere presence, so he opened his mouth and asked softly if Ryou knew they were sharing a room now.
All that really mattered to Atsushi was keeping Ryou near, they really had been apart for too long. With his fingers caught in the back of Ryou's shirt he was unable to contain the explosions of happiness in his stomach, some small part of him was scared but he pushed it down to the pit of his stomach and enjoyed being back in the same vicinity as his brother. They may not have telepathy, or even teleportation, but they did have eachother now and that was enough.

He turned his head to the side slightly, words not making their way past his grin. It wasn't something he characteristically showed off to people. In fact he was more than likely to sport a pokerface. However his brother had off-set all of his natural inclinations just by his mere presence, so he opened his mouth and asked softly if Ryou knew they were sharing a room now.

All that really mattered to Atsushi was keeping Ryou near, they really had been apart for too long. With his fingers caught in the back of Ryou's shirt he was unable to contain the explosions of happiness in his stomach, some small part of him was scared but he pushed it down to the pit of his stomach and enjoyed being back in the same vicinity as his brother. They may not have telepathy, or even teleportation, but they did have eachother now and that was enough.

He turned his head to the side slightly, words not making their way past his grin. It wasn't something he characteristically showed off to people. In fact he was more than likely to sport a pokerface. However his brother had off-set all of his natural inclinations just by his mere presence, so he opened his mouth and asked softly if Ryou knew they were sharing a room now.

Normally Ryou hated to be proved wrong. But this time, he wasn't so upset. He had thought that it couldn't get any better and then his brother had to go and divulge that little piece of trivia. Ryou had never been more happy to be proven wrong in his life. Or been more happy in his life fullstop. The only thing that could possibly make this better was to have their parents back, but even he wasn't so delusional as to expect something like that.

After a few more long minutes, the older twin finally pulled away enough that he could see Atsushi's face. "Then I guess we need to get your things to our room," he said, the grin never shifting from his lips. There was very little that could bring such an expression to his face, and, for the longest time, his brother had been the only one capable of doing so. Bane occasionally managed, but only when Ryou was in the best of moods and feeling generous.

Atsushi's grin matched his brother's, he hadn't smiled this much in so long that it felt alien. How long would it have been now? He wondered vaguely to himself... far too long, he decided. He had no love fore the distance they'd suffered and he wouldn't put himself through it again willingly, being in the same room as his brother made that feeling lessen with every moment.

He picked up one bag in his left hand and shouldered his backpack on the other. Smiling broadly at Ryou, he wasn't sure when this elation would die, he didn't want it to and he didn't expect it to. The feeling was curling in the pit of his stomach and he revelled in it.

"Our room."

"Yeah," Ryou said and reached out to take the bag from his brother's hand. He replaced the bag with his own hand and lifted the bag up to carry over his other shoulder. "Our room." He didn't want to let go of his brother, his mind still half convinced that this could be nothing but a dream. The contact with Atsushi was the only thing keeping him grounded and believing this was reality.

He lead his brother out of the office and out onto the grounds, heading towards the Dawn dorm. He pointed out various landmarks of the school: the Dusk dorm, the classrooms, the pool and a gesture in the general direction of the town. They got a few odd looks from other students out on the grounds and near the dorm, but he ignored them, swinging their hands between them.

Atsushi stared down at their linked hands and then back up to Ryou's face, looking in a mirror and imagining your twin would never be the same. Not that he needed that method anymore, he was here and not there and that was what mattered. He kept a mental map of the school and made sure to commit it to memory, enough to have a vague recollection of where to go. It seemed fairly straight forward for the moment and, though he may be proven wrong later, he was sure he could get around fine.

If not, he had Ryou.

He gave a little squeeze of Ryou's hand just to reassure himself that Ryou was really there and, if it was even possible, his grin broadened. Such an odd sight to behold, two genuinely happy Kisarazu's.

Odder still was the lack of caring towards the public being able to see them being so blatantly happy. Normally such feelings and expressions were reserved for just them, but now, neither could care. They had each other and that was all that mattered.

Ryou lead him into the dorm, dictating a general outline with gestures to the various rooms on the floor before making for the stairs and up and up until he reached his floor. Down the hall and an open door later and he stepped into his... no, their room. "Home," he chimed, dropping down onto his bed.

Atsushi took a moment to stare about the room before following his twin, assuming the position of 'cling and cuddle', prerring to take a vantage point from there. Taking in even the smaller details of Ryou's... no their room.

"Home..." Atsushi echoed, closing his eyes and curling in close to Ryou. He quite liked it here already. It had the best part of his life already set-up for him, right close where he could finally reach.

Ryou dropped the bag he was carrying onto the floor and took the bag from Atsushi to do the same with it. The door had swung closed behind them, so there was nothing to worry about as he lay down and pulled his brother against him.

"I missed you," he murmured into a blanket of black hair. He wasn't sure if it was his or his brother's. It didn't matter. It was probably both anyway, intertwined just as they were.

"...I missed you too, so much," the younger twin mumbled back, moving as close as he could to his twin. He couldn't fathom doing the distance again, he worked he hands around Ryou's back and nuzzled his face into his collarbone. He missed this too much.

The distance had just been far too hard. If Ryou never had to go through that again it would be too soon. So he was going to make sure they were never apart again. "I think I could handle being here now." Everything seemed so much easier all of a sudden with his brother present.

"I think..." Atsushi started, "With the idiots help, you would have survived... I'm just here to make everything absolutely okay." He wasn't going to say how much he missed his twin, it was obvious for one and for another fact... he didn't know how to word it anyway.

"I'm sure I would've," Ryou smiled and pressed a kiss to the top of his brother's head. He buried his face there and curled his fingers into the back of his shirt. "He's not unpleasant company. But he's not you, either."

The younger twin tried not to giggle at the feeling of his brother burying his head, or that he was favoured. He knew he should be favoured, but there was a difference between knowing it and being told it, "It's very hard to be me."

Ryou chuckled against his brother's hair, trying not to get any in his mouth. "I don't have any problems being you." Then again, he had a bit of an unfair advantage over everyone else.

"I'd like to see you try being friends with just yourself, it's harder than you'd think," Atsushi spoke into Ryou's shoulder, "Very easy to communicate with but some social tweaking needs to be done."

"I'd imagine people would give you very odd looks if you try to be friends with yourself," Ryou's tone held amusement. He stayed still for a long moment before he pulled away enough to see his brother's face when he shifted Atsushi's head with a soft hold on his chin.

"They did for a moment there~" Atsushi chimed, a genuine smile crawling onto his face as he felt Ryou's touch. He held Ryou's hand to his face with one hand and then reached up and pecked his lips, "I prefer you."

The amusement in Ryou's smile subsided for general contentedness. "I prefer you as well," he murmured. Lips met lips again, this time the contact lingering and soft.

Atsushi smiled into the kiss, one hand curling into the fabric at the back of Ryou's shirt.

Ryou rubbed one hand over his brother's back and let the kiss linger for a moment longer before he finally broke the contact. He smiled and pressed his hand to Atsushi's cheek, then tucked his hair behind his ear. "No more being apart, okay?"

Atsushi leaned into the touch and as it left took Ryou's hands in his, "No more... Not again," he looked down at their connected hands and then back up to his twins face, "Not ever." He couldn't imagine doing that again, not after seeing Ryou again.

Satisfied, Ryou gave his brother's hands a soft, reassuring squeeze, before letting them go and wrapping his arms around him again, resting them over his hips. Comfortable, he closed his eyes and pressed his forehead to Atsushi's.

Somehow, having his brother here with him had just made everything so much easier. He couldn't explain it but he wouldn't question it either. There was no point. Not when it made him so happy.

!log, !rating: pg

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