I wish I had the answers for you all. If I did, perhaps all of this would be far easier, for you and I...and perhaps I will find the answers...
Just give me some time...always more time...it seems.
I feel as if I have failed again. I truly feel as if there should be something I can do. Perhaps taking the initiative and revealling myself would help such a situation...
Yet I cannot do that. That is far too risky, I don't deserve my name yet...or my position.