Warning, whine session

[eclypse]

urgh...so much crap today. Sometimes I don't know why I get out of bed in the mornings. I want to do so much more with my life and I really don't know how to do it without extra money. I make more cash than I ever have, but yet I can't seem to afford to do what I want with it. I have amazing goals, dreams, and aspirations of greatness. I do

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[formicadinette]

What do you want to do that you cannot afford?

[eclypse]

My horse career. I want Onyx and myself to get to a certain level. I don't have the money for the eventing barn we need to be at. Don't get me wrong. Where I am at now is amazing! But...there is no place to school cross country or any other event riders there. Deb is a great trainer and I think we can go far with her. My finances will not allow me to put Onyx in training. I don't have the time to get Onyx where she needs to be. I go out every night but I need to have a second set of eyes on the ground to help us. I have been riding and training horses for over 20 years, but it is always good to have someone else help. Sorry for the long answer.

[peregrinefalcon]

I'm sorry. I feel your pain. I bemoan my lack of money for horses constantly.
(In my case, it doesn't help that to be able to afford horses, I need to use money from my husband's and my account. It's hard to convince him it's a worthy expense.)