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hey,
I was glad to get your e-mail, I was afraid you were
really really mad at me and never wanted to talk to be
again. Thank you, for being Kealey. And thanks for
that e-mail, I needed to hear that from you. Or it
atleast helps. Don't get my wrong Kealey, I still love
you, I always will. You were the first girl who really
had my heart, and oh god did you have it. I still
remember like it was yesterday wanting to see you and
driving down there 2 hours jus to take you to the
movies. But I know nothing can stay the same. And then
getting to go the only school dance that I ever went
to, your prom, was fun. First time I ever got all
dressed up except for my great grandpa's funeral when
I was a little kid. It feels like yesterday I was
ridin the carousel with you and told you I love you...
Well that's enough of the memories for now. Just know
that I do miss you too Kealey. And that I will always
love you, no matter what.
I'm sorry that you've been reading all that stuff in
the papers. I hate the media. All they talk about is
the negative stuff that's going on over here. Yeah
it's true, their are lots of explosions and a lot of
people die over here everyday. But people die everyday
back home too.. on our highways and of old age and of
smoking and all that stuff. I'm okey. I'm going to be
okey. I'll be back in the states again before you know
it. But I will do my best to keep in touch with you as
much as possible to let you know I'm okey...
Well I'm gonna try to take a nap...
It was good hearing back from you Kealey, take care.
-britt
PS; sorry it took me so long to reply. Our internet
place burned down so our internet has been down the
past couple of days! I'm at the internet cafe now
though, but hopefully the internet will be back up
soon in my room so i can e-mail more...
I almost cried. Like, tears welled up in my eyes. I had to fight them back. I'm so gonna have to think about this. I guess since I have severely cut down on the amount of friends I have, I'll have plenty of time now.
I can hardly believe it was sunny out. Usually, I'm only this unhappy when it's yucky out. Food for thought, I guess.