i started to go back and read all my old entries from 2003, back in those very last days of highschool, and the man of those hours, and just an entirely different life than i have right now...and i was struck by a few random things i said. these are reminders for myself, but they actually make me laugh ( Read more... )

Good news. Elise is back! and wouldn't you fuckers like to know what that REALLY means...

New York City...FINALLY. less than a month until i fly in class to nyc. thus far my life now consists of mcgregor's/bertha/shoppers drug mart/cooking for myself/ purchasing too many moisturizers/ sex and the city/ lifesaving and endurance swimming. what the fuck. this is boring. im tired and cranky. even in her absence she makes me feel bad! God ( Read more... )

jesus, i have no idea when the last time i posted was. yeah so if i've disappeared its because i've been working. except today. and yesterday. i am once again in one my panic-striken I-NEED-TO-MAKE-MONEY-FAST moods. i guess it is only the end of the may. i made almost $300 already, but i only have half of that in my bank account! No more wasting ( Read more... )

"and i'm not happy and i'm not sad". i want so much that when i get something, it's never enough. but here is my chance to get a little bit, and maybe a little bit of piece of mind after all these years.

there literally is a clock ticking, and i am working under pressure. ahh! i can't believe it. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE...let me get what i want this

the hypocrisy chokes me. ha ha ha oh god sometimes i think i might actually become a murdere to shut her up. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FAKEST PERSON EVER!!!!!

oh park, thanks lady. ♥

i do not want things to linger, i do not want to feel inferior.

i need a sign. oh god. the dalai lama is having a crisis of faith, i need some sort of a sign. oh my...how odd that the Ballad of John and Yoko appears at a time like this.

oh dio, dio, dio. il bitching non finische mai. in 5 1/2 hours it will be midnight...will i have all the knowledge i need by then?

i dont care what you are saying. yes you did. ha ha that'll win his favour. in fact don't even ask my advice, because this will all be very interesting. blah blah blah.

so today was today. two of my discoveries of the day included: i am ugly, and i need a job ( Read more... )