I haven't posted here in a while. I entered, began, the recovery process, and, by every documented standard, am doing remarkably well. But I always look really good on paper.

Crossposted to my personal journal. Cut for mentions of food, anxiety-provoking situations, and the like.

( Staring at my mealplan, 7 am )

Just introducing myself to the community.

( Introduction Post... )

You're upstairs right now ( Read more... )

I thought I'd post some of the recovery collages I've done. ♥ Feedback is always appreciated.   I have a bunch more collages/recovery oriented poetry in my journal, so feel free to add if you'd like to see/read more.


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 Remember when we were younger
And we heard laughter in the breeze?
Well, now we have grown older,
And we have no time for trees.
Because we have grown older
And we know the taste of pain
Soon will come the day
That we stop dancing with the rain.
The sunshine lost it's sparkle 
when the children all were grown,
and when we saw the clouds
it's like the sun had ( Read more... )

Purge my words onto a sheet ( Read more... )

My letter to the voice that runs our lives, that's in our heads ( Read more... )

I've spent my entire life in fear,
Not really knowing who I was.
My identity was always so uncertain,
It was never clear to me.
I don't know what I was looking for,
The truth never showed.
I thought one day it would come to me.

I've had the same dreams for so long,
And now it doesn't matter anymore.
It's finally my time to shine,
It's ( Read more... )

The fury within is finally coming out ( Read more... )

( Introduction )