I think I can relate in some ways. (u_u) Recently I feel like I'm having some mid-20's crisis or something. (>_<;) lol It's like... everyone and everything around me is changing and I feel like I'm just stuck here, completely unchanging, completely childish, & completely pathetic. There's things I want to change & want to do but I'm too chickenshit to do anything. Even thinking about making sure huge life changes makes me feel completely depressed, overwhelmed & hopeless. Uggg... I'll stop talking about this crap now. DX
Haha said much better than I could've said, and in fewer words xD. I'm thinking that just for now, I'm going to just ask for help, even if that person I'm asking happens to be my dad, who I think is a reason why I can't do so many things on my own in the first place. Basically because that's the only other option I see since doing that would be better than not calling my planned college at all because I'm too afraid of what they'll tell me (^_
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lol I don't want to ever "grow up" from my love of cutesy girly things. XD I don't care how childish people think it is. One of the things I love so much about Japanese society is that "childish = cute" so it's totally normal to see like, a 40 year old woman walking around with a Hello Kitty purse. But here in the U.S. if a 40 year old women were carrying around an HK purse people would look at her like she's crazy. lol
When I was only a senior in high school most of the kids acted like watching cartoons was "for babies". (@_@) My chemistry teacher was only like 25 or something & he was totally obsessed with The Simpsons.He would sit on the computer during free time in class and look at Simpsons websites. LOL But there were people in my class who would scoff at him and call him an "overgrown kid". That kind of judging people really ticks me off. You should be able to enjoy whatever you want if it's fun to you and not be mocked for it
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Mmm, for me, I'd judge someone to act "childish" if they were blatantly doing something considered childish just for attention. That's one of the things I love about Japan too 'cause then it just makes the people there at large a lot more enjoyable. Haha, I remember thinking over and over again how cute these Japanese (and other Asian groups) people looked overseas 'cause they were all posing in these fun ways and making fun of each other's pictures xD
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When I was only a senior in high school most of the kids acted like watching cartoons was "for babies". (@_@) My chemistry teacher was only like 25 or something & he was totally obsessed with The Simpsons.He would sit on the computer during free time in class and look at Simpsons websites. LOL But there were people in my class who would scoff at him and call him an "overgrown kid". That kind of judging people really ticks me off. You should be able to enjoy whatever you want if it's fun to you and not be mocked for it ( ... )
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