Life
I know i havent been on much, my net crashed and i got a new card, but now it wont let me on at home cuz of my parents password... so i havent been on.
so... ima update ya on my life so far.... yay~ >__<
Saturday - i went out with Eiji, B-chan, and Netty, and ignored my homework... yes go me... im smart, oh well... todays the last day of term so who gives a fuck anyways... anyways we looked at appartments and such and found good places and price approximations and wee go us plans to move in together are underway~
Sunday- I woke up to my dad telling me to stop downloading stuff... of course i went to bed expecting as much and.... while i tried to go back to sleep.... i got to listen to my parents fight about the internet... again.... i heard them say "do you want to drive marie out of the house again like last week?!" which... didnt exactly make me happy. parents shouldnt use their children as a means to fight.
but wait theres more! (woo go info-mercials)
so i wake up again later and call kyo.. we had planned to raid the mcdonalds downtown again so we didnt have to be at home... i had about 3-ish pages of my essay done out of 7, and the plan was to go there and finish it. it was a sound plan and quite easily work-able. until my dad has to be an ass. He comes in my room, he knocked first, and asks me how my finals are going and if im getting B's... of course, i cant lie... i say no, and that my plan is to pay for it myself next year.
he leaves and i go back to watching nana the movie.... eventually i get a call from kyo pertaining to the plans for the day, and my ringers on... so my dad hears it... and while im on the phone with her he comes to my door and says "Your grandpa was so proud of you and he's not going to be anymore..." which in MANY ways is on complete crack because... its my MOM's dad, and he doesnt even like the guy so i mean.... WTF... he leaves again and i go back to talking to kyo... and he says "I guess im going to have to call you mom and tell her your not doing good blah blah" and im like... "WHAT THE HELL!?" i mean im still on the phone with kyo....
he tells me eventually that "if you dont take the first option (meaning he pays for my schooling and such) then you'll need to something somthing go live in the world." me... i take that as "you wont be allowed to live here if im not paying for your school" so im like... WTF is going on!?
so i call my mom... because i dont want him to call her first and tell her falsities... cuz he seems to think strange things... >___> and i.... kinda.... start balling.... and crying... ALOT... i couldnt breath.... and like... i couldnt stop crying. anyways i talk to her for a bit and she tells me i have to talk to my dad and that everythings going to be fine... its the kind of thing that only a mom can say and have you believe.... i talk to him, and APPARENTLY he thought i was going to live in his house and only have a part time job and stop going to school.... yeah... WHEN DID I SAY THAT!?
they were all like "if you dont go to school you dont get any health insurence blah blah" like i care, i dont get sick... so yes... i tell them my plan... to move out in aug and such.. they acted like i was putting them out by living in their house living off their food (yeah... like they get me food...) and keeping my stuff there untill i get back from NY... so i'm like... extremely confused..... i mean... theyre... my parents right? i mean... thats what i thought...... they ended up not kicking me out, and telling me that my plan was fine.
but yes.... i go to mcdonalds with kyo and the trio and arturo buys us food... around 1 o'clock... sunday... i finish my essay and get a call from gina and.... she tells me her cat died... T___T and that if i ever need a place to stay then i can crash on her couch anytime. <3-ness.... i take her up on her offer cuz i REALLY dont wanna go home... and... go to her house for the night.. then.... i get up and go to work the next day, giving myself plenty of time to print out my essay and read a book before work starts.
so yes... Monday- i wake up and im... rather cold... since i didnt have a blanket and eventually i get ready to go and leave for work... from Gina's house... which is like.... an hour by bus. i get to school, and... my stomach hurts sorta.... i print out my essay and go read for a while and.... my stomach... still hurts... like.... cramps.... and such.... so i finish my book and go use the bathroom.. low and behold i have my period.... woo hoo... i guess this explains alot like... why i cried so much on sunday... so i have this... problem... on my first day... the pain is always REALLY BAD!!!! and i need IB profen or... ill end up doubled over in pain... so i go credit some meds from the student store... and get to working... so im giving people food... and i begin feeling nacious....... and... when all the people leave with their food and such... i...... start to fade, my vision gets foggy and i cant hear anything... its all distant echoes, i tell the cook to go get the floor manager asap and she drags me out of my station really fast has me sit down and... eventually i gain my hearing and sight back... but the pain is REALLY bad and i need to lay down and not move... so i tell my boss, cuz im in her office, and we make our way upstairs to find a couch to lay on, however... on the way i get even more nacious and throw up in a trash can.... but.... remember when i mentioned... the cow buying me food... around 1pm sunday... i didnt eat from then... untill later monday night... one can say.... thats prolly why i got so sick... when i threw up... it was just stomach acid...
when i was well enough to walk to the bus stop i went home, and slept for hours.... then i woke up and had some cream of wheat and called kyo. we talked for a while, i told my parents why i was home, and they told me i have to take better care of myself........>_______>
they seem to have this idea.... that.... they dont have to provide me food... cuz i get food at work... thing is... i work 3days out of 7 in a week.... nope they dont have to buy me food, i eat at work every other day... and starve every other day? wtf is up with that.
so yes... to the end of my story
tuesday- i wake up this morning ready to go to class and work on art stuff, and such... but... my dads home, because he just spent a ton of money on dental surgery and stuff to make his teeth look pretty (and the cant buy me food?) so he tells me... that theyve decided to pay for my freshman inquiry class and my buss pass this term. because "theyre already getting the loan this year" so im like.... ".... why? O.o" my dad has this strange talent for CHANGING PLANS RANDOMLY... and it bothers me... if your going to NOT pay for my school or you say that you WONT then DONT... dont... say "oh... well... i'm getting the money ANYWAYS.... so....... ill pay for it... blah blah" i was seriously... bothered... but its one minus stress reliever.... so oh well... i quit caring.
but now i have to go and finish my art final...
ja
so... ima update ya on my life so far.... yay~ >__<
Saturday - i went out with Eiji, B-chan, and Netty, and ignored my homework... yes go me... im smart, oh well... todays the last day of term so who gives a fuck anyways... anyways we looked at appartments and such and found good places and price approximations and wee go us plans to move in together are underway~
Sunday- I woke up to my dad telling me to stop downloading stuff... of course i went to bed expecting as much and.... while i tried to go back to sleep.... i got to listen to my parents fight about the internet... again.... i heard them say "do you want to drive marie out of the house again like last week?!" which... didnt exactly make me happy. parents shouldnt use their children as a means to fight.
but wait theres more! (woo go info-mercials)
so i wake up again later and call kyo.. we had planned to raid the mcdonalds downtown again so we didnt have to be at home... i had about 3-ish pages of my essay done out of 7, and the plan was to go there and finish it. it was a sound plan and quite easily work-able. until my dad has to be an ass. He comes in my room, he knocked first, and asks me how my finals are going and if im getting B's... of course, i cant lie... i say no, and that my plan is to pay for it myself next year.
he leaves and i go back to watching nana the movie.... eventually i get a call from kyo pertaining to the plans for the day, and my ringers on... so my dad hears it... and while im on the phone with her he comes to my door and says "Your grandpa was so proud of you and he's not going to be anymore..." which in MANY ways is on complete crack because... its my MOM's dad, and he doesnt even like the guy so i mean.... WTF... he leaves again and i go back to talking to kyo... and he says "I guess im going to have to call you mom and tell her your not doing good blah blah" and im like... "WHAT THE HELL!?" i mean im still on the phone with kyo....
he tells me eventually that "if you dont take the first option (meaning he pays for my schooling and such) then you'll need to something somthing go live in the world." me... i take that as "you wont be allowed to live here if im not paying for your school" so im like... WTF is going on!?
so i call my mom... because i dont want him to call her first and tell her falsities... cuz he seems to think strange things... >___> and i.... kinda.... start balling.... and crying... ALOT... i couldnt breath.... and like... i couldnt stop crying. anyways i talk to her for a bit and she tells me i have to talk to my dad and that everythings going to be fine... its the kind of thing that only a mom can say and have you believe.... i talk to him, and APPARENTLY he thought i was going to live in his house and only have a part time job and stop going to school.... yeah... WHEN DID I SAY THAT!?
they were all like "if you dont go to school you dont get any health insurence blah blah" like i care, i dont get sick... so yes... i tell them my plan... to move out in aug and such.. they acted like i was putting them out by living in their house living off their food (yeah... like they get me food...) and keeping my stuff there untill i get back from NY... so i'm like... extremely confused..... i mean... theyre... my parents right? i mean... thats what i thought...... they ended up not kicking me out, and telling me that my plan was fine.
but yes.... i go to mcdonalds with kyo and the trio and arturo buys us food... around 1 o'clock... sunday... i finish my essay and get a call from gina and.... she tells me her cat died... T___T and that if i ever need a place to stay then i can crash on her couch anytime. <3-ness.... i take her up on her offer cuz i REALLY dont wanna go home... and... go to her house for the night.. then.... i get up and go to work the next day, giving myself plenty of time to print out my essay and read a book before work starts.
so yes... Monday- i wake up and im... rather cold... since i didnt have a blanket and eventually i get ready to go and leave for work... from Gina's house... which is like.... an hour by bus. i get to school, and... my stomach hurts sorta.... i print out my essay and go read for a while and.... my stomach... still hurts... like.... cramps.... and such.... so i finish my book and go use the bathroom.. low and behold i have my period.... woo hoo... i guess this explains alot like... why i cried so much on sunday... so i have this... problem... on my first day... the pain is always REALLY BAD!!!! and i need IB profen or... ill end up doubled over in pain... so i go credit some meds from the student store... and get to working... so im giving people food... and i begin feeling nacious....... and... when all the people leave with their food and such... i...... start to fade, my vision gets foggy and i cant hear anything... its all distant echoes, i tell the cook to go get the floor manager asap and she drags me out of my station really fast has me sit down and... eventually i gain my hearing and sight back... but the pain is REALLY bad and i need to lay down and not move... so i tell my boss, cuz im in her office, and we make our way upstairs to find a couch to lay on, however... on the way i get even more nacious and throw up in a trash can.... but.... remember when i mentioned... the cow buying me food... around 1pm sunday... i didnt eat from then... untill later monday night... one can say.... thats prolly why i got so sick... when i threw up... it was just stomach acid...
when i was well enough to walk to the bus stop i went home, and slept for hours.... then i woke up and had some cream of wheat and called kyo. we talked for a while, i told my parents why i was home, and they told me i have to take better care of myself........>_______>
they seem to have this idea.... that.... they dont have to provide me food... cuz i get food at work... thing is... i work 3days out of 7 in a week.... nope they dont have to buy me food, i eat at work every other day... and starve every other day? wtf is up with that.
so yes... to the end of my story
tuesday- i wake up this morning ready to go to class and work on art stuff, and such... but... my dads home, because he just spent a ton of money on dental surgery and stuff to make his teeth look pretty (and the cant buy me food?) so he tells me... that theyve decided to pay for my freshman inquiry class and my buss pass this term. because "theyre already getting the loan this year" so im like.... ".... why? O.o" my dad has this strange talent for CHANGING PLANS RANDOMLY... and it bothers me... if your going to NOT pay for my school or you say that you WONT then DONT... dont... say "oh... well... i'm getting the money ANYWAYS.... so....... ill pay for it... blah blah" i was seriously... bothered... but its one minus stress reliever.... so oh well... i quit caring.
but now i have to go and finish my art final...
ja