Comments | eddygein: im pathetic

eddygein

im pathetic

Jan 17, 2006 23:11

holy shit i duno whats wrong with me man., i jus totally broke down and now all i wanna do is jus sit in the dark and cry..ugh i hate when i get like this and i havnt done this in forever....i feel as if my heart is so broken and my feelings are so hurt, no one did it, its just how i feel, specially when certain songs come on...omg i jus..i wish ( Read more... )

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ellipsedream January 18 2006, 15:51:23 UTC

hi.

the deal is you have to love without expecting anything any return. such love is sweeter than anything you can imagine. only when you mater this will you discover someone who loves you back just as much. weird how it works, but i swear that is the way of things.

feel better. i'm sending you good energies. :)

eddygein January 19 2006, 17:14:35 UTC

hi
yea i understand that completely....but i figure its my turn to be selfish...yet even thought i ask these things it will never happen because i wont let it...i have built up such a wall that no mortal can break..lol its sad and pathetic really but that is the sadness that is me
i do thank you my doll....but talkin to me is like talking to a wall with a bad case of ADD because when ...oh look at the kittie ...weeeee.....lol sorry

ellipsedream January 19 2006, 17:33:21 UTC

much love to you, from me.

eddygein January 19 2006, 17:37:24 UTC

aww ya make me smile :-) <~~~ see

red_rogue January 20 2006, 19:55:50 UTC

Sweetie, you can't love someone if you don't love yourself first and foremost. You do not NEED the love of someone else, it's always nice, and I have been where you are right now. It sucks. And no matter who you talk to or what you say, it won't make it better.

If you want....call me when you have days like this, I'll tell you how much I love you and miss you and all that. I'd be happy to do so! :o)