It was all some stupid dream...and unfortunately I have to wake up now

[eden_broknwings]

I can't find christmas...Help? It's not here. I feel lonely...really empty. Too bad...I'll just leave...Dae Shalt forever...Leaving you...

Oh and Dru thanks for listening to what I have to say...Jess is so lucky. At least there is one friend I can count on...Again thank you...

Comments

[dru_clix]

No problem. ^^;

What in christmas can't you find? Doesnt your family do anything for said holiday?

God I sound like a Hallmark Card ><;;;

[torahizeme]

I don't think it's a matter of 'Finding Christmas', but more in allowing yourself to open up, love others, and be HAPPY. You shouldn't just pick Christmas to feel those things though, it should be a year-round thing. Yea, Christmas is generally a happy time of the year, but don't look to the lights, carols, decorations, and presents to find it, because it isn't there. It's something you have that you have to ALLOW yourself to feel.

Regardless, I hope you find whatever it is you're looking for. And yes, I feel pretty lucky! ^^ Although, the happiness I feel now wasn't easy to come by; I had to go through a lot of shit before I finally LET myself be happy! I'm terrified everyday that I might lose sight of it again, but it's just a fear I'll have to live with. You'll find it too, don't worry. ^^

And hey, don't insult dreams! They aren't stupid, they're what make the world change and give people hope, and everyone needs something to follow and believe in!

[dru_clix]

Happy Birthday.

[jumping_joan]

Christmas.. pfffffft. lol

[solistenup]

it did seem to lack this year... the holiday spirit i mean. presonally, i feel too many people were bound up in material aspects of this society. and since we've already heard all the lame christmas carols that they repeat year after year eventually the same affect fails to prevail.
although jess is right that you must open yourself to the feeling of christmas and carry on with it through out the year, it's also the whole aura of christmas that modivates you, or me at least. the rest of the year i'm not sure if anyone else could give a damn about me. lol.
so yeah, this year it kinda sucked...
there should be a better holiday that doesn't promote the economy into believing that the whole celebration depends on their supply.
best wishes for next year