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[edens_grief]

yeah, well ... sudden empty feeling.... lately i've been thinking about my past life and all the struggles i've gone through. all the friends i've made, all the friends i've lost either by my doing or their doing or they just drifted away. my struggles with depression , my struggles with suicide, my struggles with God, struggles with faith. All the

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[__stereotherapy]

dang hormones,,
aint growin up grand?

[killinga_camera]

exactly those are hormones. that it...i know this will sound cliched...but the reason you are feeling this way is only the fact that emily, music, life, friends will not make you in the least bit happy. you might feel good at the time, but in the long run its a want and a lack of communication with God. You long for a upmost closeness with Him and when you dont have it life seems, empty and that it has no purpose. If you try to fill the emptiness with worldy stuff it will just leak back out only to an empty feeling again. I find that when i feel empty and lonely and "depressed" thats its only me letting myself get that way. and yeah that might seem the farthest from the truth but..it really is. You dig yourself into a hole only to find you cant see the way out. and when we finally drop our pride and we simply look at things with a simple and easy veiw and we rely on God not our friend or music or people then you see all along you were the one with the shovel of feelings digging yourself deeper and deeper. and it almost seems at that

[__stereotherapy]

its good to see you guys growing up.
I LOVE YOU GUYS

[edens_grief]

ii havn't heard from you in a long time.... i've got your remnant cd, you need to get to church sometime so i can get it to you

[cheetosthatburn]

psh. u and me go way bak buddy....!:-)

i don't really know much about ur life before i met u but since then u have been a dang good impression on me at least. so, just keep going and get stronger and stronger for god u know?.

~duckeyy

[edens_grief]

Duck, you are the greatest.

Hey Chance

[anonymous]

You have trust God with everything. You just finished telling me that. I have to give everything to Him, but so do you. We can't handle this stuff on our own. We have to have some support from somewhere, and people just don't work. Gdo puts people in our lives to help us, but those people can't fix everything. At least regular people. Only God can fill that emptyness. Only God can fix our problems. Only God can handle what we go through. Only God can give us answers. You told me earlier that I can't look for answers to things in you or think that you talking to me telling me everything will be ok will really fix it. I have to go to God. He's the only one that can fix anything. Chance, Satan is out to get us, all of us. Everybody has struggles, not just us, even though at times it may seem like it. 1 Corinthians 10:13 says,"No temptation has siezed you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can stand

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[edens_grief]

Em, you are soo great. you've had such an impact on my life, you are wonderful and i couldn't ask for anything better...

i love you

[walkin_downtown]

chancelot.
let me tell you: i am always here. I know people just say that sometimes, but i seriously mean it. SERIOUSLY. I love you, i really do. You're so awesome and I can see God moving in you. It's so incredibly evident. Stick with him.
Love!!!
HANNAH <3