(Untitled)

[edes_lil_jess]

you know, im startin to feel like im missin out on everything. practically everyone i talk to keeps telling me theyre goin on all these awesome trips.. goin out and having fun all the time....while im here in college....still.....sometimes i wonder if its even worth it.....

i guess everyone can ask me that question in about 10yrs. lol

Comments

[ex_gloaming180]

yeah, im definately feeling the same thing...ims tuck in here, working on a million different papers while everyone else is chilling and going to holiday parties and stuff...right now i don't even have the time to put a phone call in to my brothers, who are out in Ohio dealing with that crazy flu, or my sister, who is now in the reserves and could get called out at any time...
i have no money, i lost my job, and i havent seen any of my friends in years...
all because i decided to go to college.
heh..i'm afraid that i'll get out of here, and wind up back at square one...

[edes_lil_jess]

:( yeah, the past two weeks ive been working my ass off with my projects, exams, papers, etc....while everyone i run into keeps asking me if i went to some party, or where im going for winter break..........blahhhhhhh......and im afraid when i get out, i wont get anywhere...... :/

well, who knows, maybe things will change for the better......well, lets hope so....im really tired of struggling while watching stupid people like paris hilton who doesnt lift a finger, but gets what ever she fuckin wants........ugh....